Bittersweet Discoveries

Section I: DarkAngel

by Erikka Gallas and Gillian Passovoy




The park was bustling with humans of all ages. It was the perfect day to be out and about, not too hot, yet warm enough for the kids to wander jacketless as they played. Koko bounced among them, his tail hidden under the windbreaker that had once belonged to Kurama's younger brother, a cap hiding the small, yet visible, fox ears. Kurama found a spot near a large tree and set one of his blankets out on the sun-warmed grass. Koko followed him, setting down a small picnic basket on the soft fabric. He then joined Kurama in sitting on the blanket. They reached into the basket and pulled out the sandwiches Kurama had made before leaving. They were about to start eating, when a silent shadow fell over them. Kurama's head came up with a start at the appearance of the sudden visitor.
"Uncle Hiei!" Koko exclaimed, dropping his sandwich and jumping up to embrace the youkai.
Hiei barely acknowledged the greeting and pried the kitsune off of his shoulders before he had the chance to attack his hair. He'd spent the last hour and a half trying to get the damned knots out. Nodding to Kurama, he sat down next to his lover as Koko started on his sandwich rather messily. With Koko distracted for the moment, Kurama turned his attention to nuzzling Hiei's neck. At first, the fire demon seemed to protest, but realised that any obvious attempt to stop him would attract Koko's attention. He quickly gave in to his lover's affection, kissing the youko's lips in earnest, oblivious to any ningen that might have been watching. But Kurama wasn't worried. His kind did it all the time, whether being observed or not. He rolled, pinning Hiei down with his arm as he lay on his side, his free arm supporting his head. He then set his hungry kisses on the base of Hiei's throat. A sweet, rumbling purr came from the youkai as he closed his eyes to receive the arousing attention.
"RoseWhip!" cried a high-pitched voice.
Kurama was the next to cry out as something sharp and rather unmistakable hit his back. He heard his shirt tear, and swiftly rolled over to face a sheepish Koko. A thorned whip that was as black as ebony was grasped in his small hands. Funny how the weapon seemed to be tailored to his size. Even funnier...that was Kurama's attack! He sat up, Hiei joining him with a scowl that clearly stated his annoyance, as if the fire in his eyes didn't. Koko made a last minute effort to hide the whip behind his back as Kurama's hard gaze landed on him.
"Sorry 'bout your shirt, Cousin Kurama," he said meaningfully, smiling his usual big smile. "But I wanted to try your trick...You have to fix it though. It's the wrong colour." With that, he thrust the whip into Kurama's hands.
Kurama looked it over, then focused his ki. It reverted back to a rose, much similar to his own blooms...yet...yet this one was a menacing black instead of the deep red colour. He raised an eyebrow. Before he could even ask, Hiei cut him off.
"Look, you! I've had enough of your silly games! Go and leave us alone!"
"Hiei!" Kurama admonished.
"It's okay, Cousin Kurama, you guys were getting loud anyway! I'm going to go play somewhere else." With that, he picked up his pouch of toy cars and headed away from the couple.
Satisfied that they were now alone, Hiei wrestled Kurama to the ground.



Koko skipped merrily down the path, running his cars over nearby tree limbs and fence rails. Whatever came into view.
"Vroom! Vroom!" he squealed happily, making many the other kids jealous.
Not paying attention to where he was going, the giddy fox-racer slammed into the brick wall of the track. Snapping from his playful vision, Koko hit the ground with a thud, his cars scattering in all directions. "Oooh," he murmured, rubbing his sore bottom as he got to knees. "Speed bump."
He looked up to see what monster of a human he'd run into. He reeled back as he realised that it wasn't any human, but it was definitely a monster. Hovering over him was a tall, battered youkai, looking bloody, dirty, and extremely pissed. Like any smart youko would do, Koko began to back up, planning to scoot away until he was far enough back to gain his footing again. One look at the demon's torn limbs and face made Koko want to run away screaming to his "family."
::There's no running away from your true family, Koko::
Koko blinked, all thoughts of getting away frightened from his mind by the voice that suddenly replaced it. The man stepped toward him, his precious cars being crushed under the heavy boots.
"Who...why?" Koko stuttered, unable to form a solid sentence, too frightened to back away. ::I am called Yakumo, little one. You now belong to me::
All of the other ningen in the park continued to go on, as if they didn't even notice a tall, intimidating, and extremely angered man advancing on what looked to be a six-year-old boy. Where were all the humans that had seemed to be watching Kurama and Hiei so intently? Where was all that interest now? When he really needed it?
::No one's going to help you, if that's what you think. I own your soul, and it's time for you to come home::
"No..." Koko whimpered, trying to make his voice more, trying to scream for his cousin, his "uncle," anyone. "Kurama..."
::No more. Your evil cousin has done enough to your poor mind. I'm going to fix what he's done to you::
"Kurama....evil..."
It was wrong, dead wrong. Koko knew it, and somewhere in his mind, a little voice told him to run away. He couldn't, he was frozen in place by that cold voice. A voice that seemed inviting in its own way.
::You're coming home, Koko::
"Home?"
Koko blinked, then saw nothing more.



Hiei let out a disappointed groan as Kurama pulled his hands out from underneath his shirt. He had been captive to Kurama's touch and was rather annoyed that Kurama had stopped the teasing caresses. The youko left a kiss on the youkai's nose, his tongue darting out to lick Hiei's frowning lips.
"I know you'd like to continue this little escapade, darling," Kurama whispered, drawing his finger in soft circles around the youkai's abdomen. "But it's going to be dark soon, and we'll be free to move as we please once we get Koko bathed and in bed. Ne, koibito?"
Hiei snorted and sat up. "Hn. I'll be glad when he goes home to his mother."
"Hiei," Kurama scolded, half-serious. He could understand his fire demon's desire to be alone for more than an hour or so.
The youko stood up and gathered up the leftover food, knowing his brother would eat it gladly, and set to folding up the blanket. Hiei scanned the area for Koko in the meantime, frowning when he saw no sign of the kit. The human crowds were dispersing as the evening's chill set in, hauling their crestfallen children home for the night. Kurama finished packing up their things and sidled up next to Hiei, nudging his hips playfully.
"Find him?"
Hiei shook his head. Kurama searched the park as well, calling out his cousin's name a few times. When there was no answer, Hiei noticed Kurama's face twist into a worried expression. Hiei assisted the search by removing the ward for his Jagan. It opened and scanned the perimeter, looking for the last trace of Koko's youki. He found it not far from where they had lain, and motioned Kurama to follow him. In a few, quick strides, they reached the spot Hiei's third eye had located, and still didn't find the kitsune. Kurama found himself scanning the ground, and Hiei heard him gasp in horrified surprise. He turned to see his lover on the ground, a handful of crushed toy cars in his shaking hands. Hiei turned his still-open Jagan back on the immediate area and saw...
"No fucking way..."
"Hiei...where's Koko...?" Kurama's trembling voice asked.
Hiei turned and looked at him, deadly serious and frighteningly scared. "You don't want to know, Fox," he replied bitterly. "You really don't want to know."



Koko slowly opened his eyes, the mere effort making his mind ache in protest. However, even when he closed them again, the pounding still remained. It kept up at such an intensity that Koko couldn't stand any more. He began to wail piteously, clutching his head and curling up into a tight ball to block out the pain. A hand fell on his bare arm, and a voice came so close to his ear, that the warm breath tickled his skin.
"You shouldn't be so loud. It's an easy way to get punished, or worse."
K heavy incense. He turned his head to see a rather young-looking youkai leaning against the wall next to his bed. His arms were crossed over his chest, adorned with leather straps that crossed over each other in no particular pattern. Koko realised he would stand at least three feet taller than himself, and the black outfit he wore suited him.
"Who are you?" Koko managed to ask.
"I am Kyoki," the youkai replied, moving from his place, a glass appearing in his hand. "Here, drink this."
He approached Koko, not in an intimidating manner, but rather cool and unhurried. He held the drink in front of Koko's face, waiting for the youko to take it from him.
"What is it? Poison?"
"It's something for your headache. You were expected to have one when you woke up. And don't be stupid. Why go through the trouble of bringing you just to kill you?" His red eyes seemed almost menacing under the curtain of black bangs, the youkai's hair reaching far past the centre of his back. He again held the cup out to Koko.
Warily, Koko took it from him and sipped at the brew. When it didn't seem to have any negative effects, he proceeded to down the entire glass. Kyoki snapped his fingers and the glass vanished straight from Koko's hands.
"Better?"
"Uh-huh. Where am I? I want to go home." The youko sat himself on the edge of the bed, his feet dangling over the side. He looked up at Kyoki with his endless amethyst eyes.
"I'm afraid you can't leave. This is your home now. You'll be staying under my care and training until the time comes for you to carry out your destiny." Kyoki turned to resume his position against the wall, studying the kitsune with a mocking gaze.
"No, it's not!" Koko protested, crossing his arms in much the same manner as Kyoki, lifting his head haughtily, as he'd seen Hiei do several times. "My home is with Cousin Kurama and Uncle Hiei and Kuwabara-kun and Yuusuke-kun. And if you try to keep me here, I'll blow you all away."
At this, Kyoki laughed. It rolled from his throat like a gentle peal of thunder. He smirked at the indignant youko. "You may speak those pretty words, but you hardly have the experience to back them up. Your power is great, Koko, but if you don't know how to use it, it is no good to you." He watched the kitsune scowl through intense, ruby eyes.
"How come I have to stay here?" Koko whined. "'Cuz some nasty guy who just picked me up off the street said so?"
"You're here for a reason, Koko. You were more than just a random choice. You belong here instead of with those foolish humans," Kyoki replied. "Now, if you're quite through, Master Yakumo asked me to take you to him when you were awake. We're leaving to see him now."
"Who?"
"Your new god and master. He is the one who will help us carry out what is right. I am a part of his legacy and now you will be as well." He reached for the youko's hand. "Now, will you come with me?"
"No! I don't like you! If this high and mighty Yakumo wants to see me, he can come here himself!" Koko tightened the cross of his arms and adopted a sullen expression.
"As you wish, little one, but you'd better get in the habit of receiving orders, not making them."
Kyoki bowed at the appearance of the voice, shifting lower as Yakumo himself appeared before Koko. He was in much better shape than when the kitsune first saw him. He had cleaned up and his wounds seemed to be taking care of themselves just fine.
"Hey! It's that guy again! Take me home before I pound you into the ground"
Kyoki growled at his rudeness. "That 'guy' is your master, and you had better treat him with respect, or else you won't find yourself in good shape to return home in."
"Calm yourself, Kyoki," Yakumo purred, sinisterly. Koko shivered as the haunting dark blue glare rested on him. "With age comes maturity. So will this youko learn his manners before the week is out. Just make sure that you follow orders and have him trained as I have asked. You know the procedure."
"Yes, Lord Yakumo," Kyoki said softly.
The Netherworld god vanished, and Kyoki straightened.
"What was that all about?" Koko wondered.
"Welcome to hell, little fox," Kyoki said, a devilish smile on his face.



"Koenma...you might want to have a seat before I begin the discussion," Kurama warned, walking into the living room with a tray of sake-spiked tea. He knew it would be needed. The young prince shook his head, remaining standing against the wall of Kurama's living room.
Yuusuke, Kuwabara, and Botan were also present, but the first two already knew what was coming...and they weren't a bit happy about it. Kurama passed around the cups, intentionally giving the plain one to Hiei, lest the youkai's intolerance for alcohol add to the already sour mood.
"What is it, Kurama? Why the important meeting?" Koenma questioned, sucking briefly on his pacifier before removing it to sip the tea.
Kurama sighed, glancing over at Hiei before replying, "Yakumo is back."
Koenma hit the floor hard, wishing he'd accepted the chair. He fumbled for the nearest one and hoisted himself rather sluggishly into it. "He's what?"
"I said that Yakumo has returned...and he's kidnapped Koko," Kurama clarified.
Koenma's face went white, and he downed his cup of tea in one swift gulp. He quickly located the flask of sake itself. He popped the lid and dumped some in his cup. "That's even worse," he grumbled, downing that one as quick as the first.
"He was nearly unstoppable the first time," Yuusuke yelled. "What are we supposed to do now that he's got a nine-tailed kitsune and gods-know-what-else?!"
Koenma looked to be at a loss for words.
"His goal cannot be as easily obtained as it nearly was the last time," Botan put in for her flustered friend. "Yuusuke destroyed the Meikai power sphere. That was Yakumo's draw of power to combine the realms. Without it, it will take sheer ki and hostility to gain all of the souls again. Perhaps if you get him at his weakest, you can win before the fight should even begin."
"That's all well and good in theory," Kuwabara responded, "but we wouldn't even know where to start looking for this guy, and even if we did, what's to say he still isn't as powerful as he was before? He managed to get a hold of Koko, didn't he?"
"But Koko's just a kit," Yuusuke cut in. "He could have been picked up by anyone very easily."
"I doubt it," Kurama said, shaking his blood-coloured head. "Koko was very adamant about keeping away from people he didn't trust. It had to have been difficult at first. He wouldn't just waltz right to Yakumo and say, 'take me!'"
"Kurama has a point," Hiei grumbled. "The fox might have been crazy, but he wasn't stupid."
"So what do you suggest we do?" Botan said, looking warily at an intoxicated Koenma.
"What can we do?" Kuwabara muttered tersely. "We don't know where to look, who all we're fighting, or how much power they have. The only way we'll know is by waiting to see what they do first."
Yuusuke "hmphed," leaning back in the armchair. "Yeah, and if we survive, we just might have a chance."



Kyoki waited until Yakumo was gone for awhile before turning back to the extremely frustrated youko. Koko looked on the verge of tears and tantrums, curled up with his arms around his knees. Kyoki stepped towards him, a tray appearing in his hands. Koko's head lifted minutely as the smell of delicious food wafted to his nose. He realised that he hadn't eaten in awhile and followed Kyoki with his eyes. A table appeared in front of Koko and Kyoki set the tray down. He turned away from the kitsune, the candle light shining on his back. In looking at his dinner, Koko noticed a pair of black wings folded tightly against the youkai's back, half obscured by the long hair that covered them. He was...what had Kurama called that race...chimera?
"Aren't you...going to stay here?" Koko asked timidly, poking at one of the items on his plate to make sure it wasn't still alive.
Kyoki turned back to him. "I wasn't expecting an invitation. You're going to be seeing a lot of me. I figured I'd leave you alone for awhile."
"But...but I'd be...lonely..." Koko said softly, taking small bites of his food.
"If you want me to stay, I will. And you are to drink this when you are finished eating. It will help you sleep." Kyoki indicated a glass on the table that Koko hadn't noticed before.
"Will it taste...nasty?" the kitsune asked cautiously.
Kyoki's lips turned in a grim smile. "No. The other one didn't, did it?"
Koko thought for a moment, then wrinkled his nose. "It tasted like eating one of Kuwabara-kun's old socks...yeah, pretty bad."
Kyoki looked startled, and yet slightly amused. "Well, I promise you, this one won't be nearly as bad. That one was medicine for your headache, and I can't think of too many medicines that actually taste pleasant."
"Okay. Do those actually work?" Koko suddenly stated.
Kyoki blinked in confusion, then found the youko pointing at his wings, eyes bright with interest.
"As a matter of fact, they do. You'll find out just how well once we begin your training." He smiled as if looking forward to the occurrence.
"Not going to be training! I'm going home to tell Cousin Kurama all about the bad man who brought me here!" He shovelled another portion of his dinner in his mouth. "Just as soon as I'm done eating."
Kyoki frowned. "You don't seem to understand. You can't go home. Not now or ever! Those humans have lied to you! They've destroyed your family, your destiny. Yakumo is giving you a chance to relive what was written for you. If Yuusuke Urameshi hadn't interfered, you would have been with us from the start. You're wasting your time thinking you belong in the Ningenkai. Your only home is here!" he snapped harshly, rising quickly from the bed.
Koko stood up on the mattress so he was eye-to-eye with Kyoki. "No! My home is with Kurama! I don't know what Yuusuke-kun did, but if it included trashing bad people like Yakumo, I'll believe in him more than you! My true place is with people who love me, not jerks like you guys!" Koko screamed in retort, his little brown tail puffing out with his anger, the tiny ears pinned back as if for a fight.
Kyoki smiled calmly, a tranquillity that made Koko's blood run cold. The youkai's ember-red eyes blazed into Koko's soul, as though reading it like an open book. He laughed that low rumble again. "Had they not interfered, you would have born here, and been loved just the same. You're only being lied to. I would have been like your brother, and that's what Yakumo wants now. You're right, it's awfully lonely here. At least stay the night, I don't want anything to happen to you. If you still think that your place is with them by morning, I'll let you go. Do we have a deal?"
"You promise you'll let me go? Absolutely promise?" The young kitsune's eyes were hopeful.
"Only if you don't think you belong here," Kyoki replied smoothly, smiling almost sweetly at him.
"Okay," Koko resigned, returning to his plate of food. He downed it quickly, reassured that he would be returned to his cousin by morning. Once finished, he reached for the glass Kyoki had left for him, while the youkai prepared his room for the night.
Seeing that his charge was finished, he made the entire table, tray and all, disappear. "Now that you've eaten, perhaps sleep will clear your mind. Your decision is important to us."
Koko nodded and scrambled under the covers, burying himself in them, his head barely visible. Kyoki smiled, satisfied, and turned to blow out the candles. Even in the pitch blackness, he knew the way out and headed for the door.
"Kyoki-san?"
He stopped, half-turning at the sound of Koko's voice. "Yes?"
"I can't sleep yet. I don't have my teddy bear."
Kyoki suppressed a laugh. The soon-to-be bearer of great power and destiny was asking for a stuffed toy just to get to sleep. He walked back to the bed, producing a snow-white bear, just perfect for Koko's size and handed it to the kit. The adoring smile he received made his own lips curl slightly. Very quickly, the youko was asleep. Kyoki stood studying the tender face a few moments longer before leaving. He knew that there would be many more nights like this to follow, because Koko's decision was now inevitable.



There he was! Koko's father stood facing Kuwabara-kun, a sword made from pure ki blazed in his hand. He had just knocked down the tall human and was prepared to finish what he'd started. Koko was confused. He saw Yuusuke and some little girl standing at the other side of the bridge that led to the elemental site. They were just watching, not doing anything to save Kuwabara. Not that that was a bad thing. But Koko wasn't sure what was going on or why his father was attacking one of his friends. Koko saw Kurama come running to the edge of the lake, just as Majari was about to deliver the killing blow. He called out Kuwabara's name, and Koko panicked at the sight of blood on his cousin's brown jacket. He was hurt!
Majari gave him a sidelong glance at the arrival of the youko, his approval of Kurama's looks apparent in the raised eyebrow and pleased murmur. He barely had time to consider it though, as he turned back to the troublesome human. Koko saw it all as though he were standing right there, though he never remembered such a battle taking place. He barely saw his father to begin with, and he wanted to know why he was fighting with friends. Didn't he know that Kurama was family?
Surprisingly, Kuwabara didn't look at all scared that he was about to die. Instead he gave a low laugh and moved his bloody hand from his shoulder, placing his palm on the ground next to him. Before anyone could think, another blast of ki appeared underneath Majari, striking the god in the arm. Koko winced as though feeling the pain himself. His father considered the wound, then taunted that he would not be caught off guard so easily.
"Bakayaro!" Kuwabara retorted. "I just invented a new killing technique."
The hand moved back to his shoulder and it exploded into golden ki, accompanied by his yell. Majari grinned, approving of the maneuver and experimenting with it himself. There was a blinding flash as the two attacked each other, and Koko blinked, trying to see into the flares, wondering who had landed the final strike. The first one to be seen when the smoke cleared was his father.
"Pitiful bastard," he muttered.
A familiar low laugh accompanied the withdrawal of the mists. Kuwabara was getting to his feet, a smirk on his face. He knew what he was doing. He had drained Majari's ki intentionally, knowing that the god didn't stand a chance in hand-to-hand combat. Koko gulped convulsively. His father was going to die. No...this was how his father died. Kuwabara killed him! While the others stood by and watched, Kuwabara murdered his father. Koko's eyes narrowed. He would get revenge.
::This is what you truly want, Koko. With us, you can achieve it::
Yakumo. Koko flinched, but knew his words to be the truth. Majari had served him loyally, had died for him. Surely, his father could not have worked for the wrong side willingly.
::Your father served me well, he wanted you to carry on in his legacy. But your supposed family, Kimiyo, and that damned Kurama ruined it all. So I was forced to take you the way I did. Kurama has hurt us, and so has Yuusuke. They must all pay::
Yes, Koko realised, standing tall, his voice older, stronger. This was his destiny. To take his father's place as the god of the Netherworld. The others would suffer dearly for Majari's death. Especially the one named Kuwabara...



Kyoki watched Koko leave his bedroom, raising an eyebrow. I'll be damned, he thought. It really did work. When Yakumo had told him about the drink that would drastically manipulate the youko's age, he wasn't kidding. Kyoki guessed him to be about sixty in kitsune years, a ningen's handsome age of twenty-four. He smiled, admiring Koko from his shadows. The fox was considerably taller, perhaps an inch or so shorter than himself. His skin was a light cinnamon, his hair long and flowing. He moved with such grace, his muscles toned and developed as though he'd spent those eight years working out. His eyes were cold, demanding explanations, revenge. That was when Kyoki was positive that Yakumo's brew had actually worked. It had triggered the memories needed to put the youko in their hands for sure. He smirked, deciding to approach Koko.
Emerging from the shadows, he slipped into stride, unnoticed, walking beside Koko. "Good morning," he greeted, somewhat grimly amused.
Koko glanced at him, anger in his violet eyes. "What's so good about it?"
"Well," Kyoki replied. "That depends on whether you'll be staying with us."
"I will. Kuwabara needs to die," was the youko's dead-serious answer.
Kyoki raised an eyebrow. "Is it about your father? I hear that the human killed him. I told you they were good for nothing."
Koko nodded curtly. "I can't believe they lied to me all this time."
"What do you expect from a bunch of humans?" Kyoki responded with a disgusted look.
"It doesn't matter. I'll get my revenge," Koko shrugged. "Until then...tag, you're it!" he cried, whacking Kyoki on the head before taking off down the hall.
Kyoki rubbed his skull as he watched the kitsune leave. "Maturity with age, huh? I'll believe it when I see it."



"So, how did someone like you end up under Yakumo's employ?" Koko asked, trying to catch his breath.
Kyoki glanced up at him from the blade of his sword. "I've been here for as long as I can remember. I don't think I was born here, but I was raised by Yakumo and his three gods from little on."
"Do you actually like it here?" The brown kitsune checked himself for injuries, amazed that Kyoki hadn't managed to inflict any, this time.
The chimera shrugged. "I suppose. I've been treated right, raised to use my power, trained to become a warrior, and the saviour of a god. I can't complain."
"But doesn't it get lonely? I mean, there really isn't anyone to talk to, and I doubt Yakumo makes good dinner company."
"What does a warrior need with company?"
"There's more to look forward to in life than fighting."
Kyoki shrugged his shoulders again. "That's the only thing I've known, and it's not the worst fate."
"I think it would be. Day in and day out stuck inside this gloomy fortress. And even when you do leave, you don't really go very far. It must get tired after...how old are you?"
"About three centuries."
"Gods! Three hundred years stuck here?! I hope Yakumo does what he has to quick. I have better things to do with three centuries of my life. Like dancing and thieving, visiting my mom, going back to my cousin..."
Kyoki cut him off in his rambling by swiping at him with his blade.
"Hey!"
"I said you could have a few moments to catch your breath, I didn't expect you to waste it with useless jabbering. Now, come. You still have much to learn."



The Reikai Prince, Koenma, looked at the papers spread out on his desk. Due to his hangover, he had been drastically detained from his work. His father would kill him if he came home to find his son backlogged as far as he was. The toddler was determined to finish by sundown.
"Koenma-sama?"
"Nani?!" he snapped, without looking up. He had barely delved himself into the files, before he was interrupted by Botan's voice.
"We have some information on Yakumo's sudden reappearance."
Koenma looked up. This was worth hearing. "What is it, Botan?"
The bubbly spirit guide pulled some documents from her long pink sleeve and began looking them over.
"According to records, Yakumo did die after the fight with Yuusuke and the others. As far as we knew, all of his other minions were destroyed as well. But there was one that stayed behind. One that nobody knew about, and for a good reason."
Koenma raised an eyebrow. "Another demi-god?"
"Not quite, but one with enough power to pull the broken pieces together, both of the kekkai and Yakumo himself, and put them back together."
"That's a lot of power!" the prince mused. "Go on."
"No one has seen this particular servant, but he was powerful enough to remain unnoticed and give his master another chance to take over the Ningenkai. With the leftover pieces of the kekkai, they've managed to create a small dimension of their own that is similar to the original Meikai, but not nearly as large or powerful. It houses Yakumo now, and any gates that would lead to it are sealed tightly and warded. Only those that are in the world can frequent the entrances and exits."
"Is that where Kurama's cousin is?"
"Power levels being emitted do hint that someone with a nine-tail ki status is indeed in that dimension. Also those of Yakumo and the one who released him. There's another ki being emitted, but it can't be traced to anything yet."
Koenma sat back in his chair. He sucked thoughtfully at his pacifier, rubbing his chin with one hand. "So that's how he came back," he muttered softly. "He was more prepared for the battle than I thought." Koenma blinked his large brown eyes, then nodded at Botan.
"Arigatou. Pass the information on to Yuusuke and the others. Keep an eye on things and make sure word gets to me if anything changes. Right now, I have to finish this, or my dad's gonna kill me."
"Hai!"



"Yah!"
Kyoki dodged as a wild burst of ki reeled throught right where his head had been. His sword clattered to the ground, and he turned to glare at Koko. The kitsune looked sheepish as his energy left a hole in the stone wall.
"The next time I tell you to defend yourself," Kyoki growled, straightening, "that means dodge or counterattack with your weapon, not blow my head off!"
"It got you defenseless, didn't it?"
Kyoki's scowl got even deeper, reminding Koko of his Uncle Hiei. He giggled. "Look," he said, trying to hide a snicker unsuccessfully. "I didn't mean to! I actually thought you would slice me in two with that thing. I panicked!"
Kyoki sighed, picking up his sword. "I know control, and besides, Lord Yakumo would kill me if I killed you. Don't you know how to use your ki at all? It shouldn't discharge by itself. Only children do that because they don't know any better."
Koko's smile faded. "I am a child! Yakumo may have done this to my body, but I'm still a kit inside!" he shouted, placing a hand on his chest. "I didn't ask for this, so don't take it out on me!"
Kyoki sheathed his sword, throwing his hands in the air. "I'm sorry, I didn't really mean it that way! I...forgot about..." he trailed off, turning his eyes away.
Koko just crossed his arms.
Sighing, the chimera once again brought his eyes back up to the youko. "Why don't I...show you how to use your power better. Believe me, it takes practice. That much was pounded into me when I first started. Raigo never was an easy teacher."
Koko tilted his head, his curiosity getting the better of his childish anger. "Uncle Hiei told me about Raigo. They both had a Jagan, and Hiei blasted him to pieces with the Kokuryuuha." Kyoki nodded, frowning. "Yakumo-sama wasn't too happy about it, but I didn't think it was any great loss. I never liked him anyway. So will you let me teach you the proper way to use your ki?"
"You're the demon in charge. Do whatever you want, but no surprise attacks, all right? I still have bruises from yesterday."
Kyoki rolled his eyes. "If you weren't so careless and paid attention to some of the things I try to teach you, you might stand a better chance at keeping your complexion one solid colour. Sheesh, nine tails and you don't know how to use a single one. This could take some time."
Koko growled his own version of a warning not to push that subject, and Kyoki didn't feel like arguing. He slipped behind Koko, taking ahold of his wrists and guiding them outright. Koko immediately stiffened as Kyoki's body pressed against his, and he suppressed a shiver, barely. Gentle heat rolled off of the youkai's skin, making him think of the way Hiei's heat followed him wherever he went. He smiled. Kyoki was just tall enough that his breath tickled the sensitive silk hair of his furry ears. He swallowed a nervous lump in his throat.
"Now, listen to me," Kyoki began, that soft voice echoing in his ears. "Controlling ki is more mental than physical, even though ki is related to your physical strength. The first thing you have to do is ground and center. Close your eyes."
Koko did so, the loss of his sight making him concentrate on his other senses. The light sound of Kyoki's sweet tenor, the slightly musky smell of Kyoki's hair and clothing, the feel of that strong muscular body against his, the heat rolling off of his partner...and rising in his cheeks. Ki was the furthest thing from his mind.
"Without ground and center, your ki is similar to a storm, uncontrolled all throughout your body. I want you to concentrate on pulling what power you can into one controlled center, understand?"
Koko nodded, pushing other thoughts out of his head and doing what Kyoki said. In moments, he felt a lot steadier as most of his ki was reigned in.
Kyoki nodded. "Good. You got that faster than I expected you to."
"What's that supposed to mean?" Koko asked, indignanatly, turning his head to try and look at Kyoki.
"Nothing. Now, stop breaking your concentration."
Koko sighed. He turned back, once more closing his eyes. Kyoki shook his arms a little bit.
"Quit being so tense and open up your hands. Good. Now, draw a bit of your ki into one focal point, such as the center of your hands."
Koko took a deep breath, pushing himself to comply with his trainer. In moments, a tiny globe of golden light could be seen between his fingers. He opened his eyes and gave a tiny squeal of delight. The energy separated, fading. Kyoki shook him again.
"Concentrate!" he hissed.
Koko turned serious and his power revived itself.
"Now, aim for that hole in the wall you just made. It's as good a target as any. Now...fire!"
The energy left Koko's hands in the blink of an eye. There was a sound of exploding stone as the ki hit it's mark, making the hole in the wall wider. Koko grinned. He did it!
He almost gave a slight sound of protest as Kyoki released him and pulled away. He cleared his throat.
"Will it always take this much concentration? I've never seen Hiei or Kurama concentrate this much on such a simple attack."
Kyoki snorted at the mention of his family, but answered. "No. The first few times will be this deliberate, but once you get the hang of it, it only takes a simple thought and a target."
Koko had a very silly grin on his face. "Now I can finally get you back for all those bruises!" Kyoki chuckled, that devilish grin returning to his face. Koko hated that look sometimes. It always meant he was in for something.
"Don't get your hopes up over one shot. It's not that easy to fight me, not even with your ki."
And it wasn't...
"That's it! I quit!" Koko announced, falling over flat. "I refuse to take any more of this abuse!"
Kyoki stood over him, a silver scythe in one hand, looking down at the fallen youko. "What are you talking about? I've barely begun to warm up. You really are no challenge."
Koko stuck his tongue out at Kyoki. "I don't want to do this anymore! You always win and I'm sick of it!"
"Well maybe if you paid more attention to my lessons instead of fooling around, you'd learn something! Until then, you can lie there and take my beatings or try to defend yourself and what little honour you have left!"
Koko scowled and rose to his feet. Even after Kyoki had taught him a thing or two about using his ki, somehow, the chimera always had a hand up on him. For the last eight weeks, he had tried time and again to come up with a way to catch his trainer off guard. Nothing worked. He had tried to pay attention to Kyoki's words, but they meant nothing to the inexperienced kitsune. He would much rather use his power and energy to thieve and play. He had matured a lot in the gruelling exercises, and tried especially hard when he knew Yakumo was observing. Even so, Kyoki beat him down just the same, and the youko was tired of it.
A razor-sharp scythe sliced the air, and Koko dodged it, expertly, his moves in defense apparently better than those in offense. But he didn't fight back. He wasn't sure how. His ki still took a lot of time to concentrate, and that usually resulted in even more bruises.
Kyoki grinned slyly. "Come on, Koko, I know you've got the fight in there somewhere," he half-taunted, half-pushed. "Or maybe you're just as weak as your father was."
Kyoki knew that the moment the words left his lips, they were a mistake. Koko's ki flared up as the youko fumed, becoming a burning gold around him. Kyoki took a step back, never expecting the sudden rage. In seconds, the gathering energy merged into a writhing phoenix that screamed, becoming a vent for Koko's frustration and anger at what was said. The cold, merciless green eyes of the bird landed on Kyoki, the shrill trumpet sounding again. Before he knew what happened, Kyoki felt the world crash down on him, his vision going black.
From the shadows, Yakumo laughed. It was time for the next phase in his plan.



Kyoki's head felt like a million youkai had trampled it. He groaned as the life slowly seeped back into his limbs. Something warm and soft stroked his arm and he opened his eyes, startled. He found Koko pulling his hand back, his sheepish smile above him.
"Koko," he breathed, hoarsely.
"Yo," the kitsune replied. "Sorry about the little accident. I didn't mean to put you out for nearly two hours."
"Two hours?" Kyoki sat up, rubbing his temples. He looked at Koko, a grim respect on his face. "I guess I deserved that. I didn't mean what I said."
"I know," Koko replied. "But it did the trick, ne?"
"Yeah, I guess it did." Kyoki found himself staring at Koko's huge bright eyes. He seemed to drown in them, being sucked into the depths of Koko's soul. He tore his gaze away, getting up and looking toward the window.
"You remind me of Hiei when Kurama is trying to make him lie still and take some healing herbs. He's very stubborn...and so are you. But since you're up, would you explain this?" He held up his right wrist, and Kyoki came back toward him. Koko had wrapped his arm up after the incident, and as the youko peeled back the bandages, he could see why. His skin was raw, most likely from the burn of his ki being used. That much ki could do such damage. He sat across from the kitsune and timidly took Koko's hand. He examined the golden phoenix that coiled majestically around his forearm.
"It's a sign of the Gods. According to legend, when a powerful youkai accepts the powers of an animal god, they bear the tattoo of that animal to distinguish the unique spells. It's not uncommon, but you don't see it on ordinary youkai," Kyoki explained.
"What's that supposed to mean?" Koko asked, confused.
"It means that I don't ever want to be in your way again," Kyoki stated firmly. "You could do some major damage with that thing."
"Wonderful. Just how am I supposed to learn to control this thing? Normally, I would go to Uncle Hiei and ask him. He has a dragon on his arm, but he usually keeps it bandaged. Now I see why."
Kyoki scowled, annoyed that Koko still thought of his old friends, even more so that he still considered them some sort of family. He tried to focus his attention on something else, and caught a crimson glint out of the corner of his eye. He turned back to look at Koko's chest. Around the kitsune's neck hung a silver and ruby pendant on a silver chain. He was surprised he'd never noticed it before, yet the only reason he saw it now was because he'd torn Koko's shirt there at practice. He reached out to touch the necklace.
"Where did you get this?"
"Cousin Kurama gave it to me...the day that Yakumo brought me here. He told me it belonged to a good friend of his. This necklace was supposed to be given to his firstborn child, but he died before he ever got to see his kid."
"It's beautiful. I wish I had gotten to see my father. Yakumo told me he was killed in a battle. Kurama killed him," Kyoki whispered.
"My Cousin Kurama?! He was the nicest person I knew, and only killed when he had to. Now if you want a mindless murderer, go to Uncle Hiei. He nearly bumped me off twice, but that's because I have a habit of tying his hair into knots." Koko shrugged, reaching a hand up to finger the pendant thoughtfully. "But I told Kurama that the necklace was too pretty to be kept in a box. I promised him that if I ever ran into Kuronue's son, I would give it to him."
Kyoki snapped to attention, his eyes catching and holding Koko's. "Did you say...Kuronue?"
"Yeah...my Cousin Kurama said that they were good friends...the best. And when Kuronue said that he was having his first child, they went on a raiding mission to celebrate. That's how thieves do that, you know. Kurama was going to give Kuronue the...Kagami no Kin for the baby."
Kyoki abruptly moved away from Koko, getting to his feet hastily. He turned his back on the kitsune, leaning on his dresser table for support. Koko could see the already fine skin of his knuckles become white as he gripped the edge.
"Kyoki," Koko said softly, rising to approach his friend. "Is something wrong? Was it something I said? I'm only telling you what Cousin Kurama told me."
Kyoki's voice was a menacing whisper. "He lied to you."
"Kurama doesn't lie, Kyoki. He never has. He told me that Kuronue died on that mission. The necklace was broken from his neck and the guards caught him. Kuronue's last words told Kurama to run. He didn't want Kurama to die too...Kyoki, Kurama was crying over this necklace."
Kyoki spun around, nearly hitting Koko in the face. His cheeks were red with anger. "Oh, I'm sure tears fell! Over laughter that came when Kuronue was dead! That youko killed him, I know! Damn it, he's lied to you! Yes, Kuronue cared for Kurama, but that bastard didn't give a damn about his partner, he murdered him!"
"And what proof do you have of this?" Koko asked steadily, if not a bit shaken.
Kyoki was visibly trembling, his fists clenched at his sides. "Kuronue lived to see the mission through, only it was Kurama's trap that nearly killed him. He made away with the treasure having no intention of giving it up. And when that bastard youko found out that Kuronue was still alive, he killed him with his bare hands. Yakumo showed it all to me. Kurama killed him! He killed my father!"
"You're Kuronue's son?!" Koko asked incredulously, taken aback by the discovery.
"Yes," came Kyoki's strained reply. "I never got to see him! And it's all Kurama's fault!" Kyoki spun away from the confused, violet eyes, wrenching his fists. There was a faint, yet audible plink that echoed through the room.
"Kyoki," Koko stepped in front of Kyoki, taking the demon's shoulders, "Kurama's never lied to me. Anything he says I believe over Yakumo or anything else that implies otherwise. He didn't kill your father, he wouldn't lie about that. He wants to see you, I know he does."
Kyoki's eyes were dangerous, smouldering under the long bangs. As quickly as they had come, any tears were gone. "Oh, he's going to see me, all right. I'll be the last thing he sees before he dies!"
"I'm sorry, Kyoki, I won't let you do that. To get to Kurama, you'll have to destroy me. I won't let you kill him just because you're living a lie."
Kyoki threw Koko's hands off of his shoulders and regarded the youko with a harsh glare. "Just how do you intend to stop me? I will see Kurama suffer the same way my father did. I had only just seen him before he tried to get revenge on Kurama. I won't let that youko get away with what he did!"
With that, he stormed from Koko's room, slamming the door shut behind him. Koko sighed wearily, exhausted both physically and mentally. He hadn't expected to be bombarded with such a serious matter. He felt for Kyoki's loss, but still didn't believe that Kurama would have done such a thing, especially to someone he seemed to care for so much. Yawning, Koko crawled into bed and pulled the covers tightly around him. Searching blindly with his hands, Koko found the soft, white bear under his blankets and pulled it to his chest. Sleep would get his mind off things for awhile, and that's just what he intended to do.



Kyoki stared out of his bedroom window for a long time before climbing into bed. Could Koko have been telling the truth about Kurama? He'd been with the kitsune for nearly three months and always knew when Koko was serious and when he wasn't. This was one of those rare times when Koko was dead serious, and it scared him a little. He had been so determined to defend Kurama, that he was finding it harder to think of things clearly. The stories, the awful nightmares he had about his father, came rushing back, mingled with Koko's insistence that they weren't real. Kyoki buried his head in the pillows. He couldn't let it plague him any more that night or he'd go mad. With one last tear for Kuronue, he finally gave in to sleep.



Yakumo watched his charges warily. It was too close, way too close for his comfort. He needed to reassure them that he was always right. If he didn't, his entire plan would fall apart, and he couldn't risk that for anything.



Kyoki stood in the clearing, Koko at his side. In the distance, they saw two figures running away from the Palace of the Makai. One was no doubt a youko. The silver hair glinted in the early morning sun. Behind him was a dark-clothed figure, matching his strides perfectly. They stopped a second to admire their stolen treasure, then took off again, just as the main gates opened. Hordes of youkai streamed out, brandishing weapons, but the pair was unconcerned. They were far ahead of the drink-muddled guards. It would be a flawless getaway.
The youko, the two observers knew as Kurama, looked back at the other demon, Kuronue. Their eyes met and they smiled at each other, swiftly turning their attention back to getting away. To Kyoki, this was all familiar, and he trembled as he knew what to expect. Koko, meanwhile, watched in fascination, all of the scene before him sinking in detail by detail. Almost too fast to be seen, a tiny blade of bamboo left Kurama's slim fingers, deftly slicing through the chain around Kuronue's neck with deadly accuracy. It went sailing off behind him and Kuronue veered around to go after it.
"Kuronue! Don't!" Kurama called to his partner's back, smiling delightfully.
"I need it!" was the shouted reply.
But Kurama knew, and was sure his plan would work. Koko watched horrified as Kuronue reached out to retrieve his precious necklace...He wouldn't leave that goddamned necklace behind... Stalks of sharpened bamboo came piercing down, some hitting Kuronue's flesh, and he screamed.
Kurama looked back, his smile fading into a feigned look of shocked terror.
"Kuronue!"
"Traitor," the demon hissed...

The earth moved. Voices...
"Kyoki, we've found your father...in the Ningenkai...someone he knew...the one who tried to kill him...
Kyoki and Koko found themselves in a foggy construction site. Kyoki knew this place too. This was where his father had died. The two of them watched ningen Kurama, beaten and bloody, being addressed by a proud Kuronue.
"What's the matter, Kurama, aren't you going to fight back?" Kuronue asked.
Kurama stared defiantly at him, but said nothing.
"Do you plan to kill me again to get your way?"
Kurama blinked, determined to make Kuronue listen to him. "No...that time in the woods...your pendant..."
The necklace Kuronue had been twirling about his finger came to rest around his hand. "Hm. I'll use this scythe to cleanse your rotten soul." With that, he tossed the pendant into the air, much to Kurama's surprise. Koko flinched as Kuronue leapt out of sight to attack the kneeling human. Kurama didn't bother to move, simply pulled a sprig of bamboo from his brilliant red hair.
"Shiine!" Kuronue screamed.
Koko clenched his eyes shut, afraid for what would happen next. There was a resounding clang of metal hitting the ground. Koko slowly opened his eyes, only to see Kuronue stagger limply over his opponent. A sword, Kurama's sword formed of the bamboo, pierced his midsection completely through. Koko gasped, horrified and betrayed. He looked over at Kyoki, who shook with rage and sadness. It was obvious that it was not the first time he'd seen this happen. Koko slid closer and took Kyoki's hand in his, just as everything faded from view...



Kyoki was snapped awake by a light rapping on his door. He sat up, wiping the sheen of sweat from his face. It had happened again, and this time Koko had seen it all for himself. He no longer had any doubts about who was right. It didn't matter what the kitsune said. Kurama was going to die.
"Kyoki," said Koko's soft voice from the hall. "Can I come in?"
Kyoki got up and put a shirt on, seating himself on the edge of his bed before giving Koko permission to enter. The kitsune stepped in timidly, his delicate ears drooping, his tail as far between his legs as it could get without tripping him. He looked guiltily at Kyoki before dropping to his knees before the youkai. Koko took his hand.
"I owe you an apology, Kyoki. I guess..." Koko paused, swallowing a lump in his throat. "I guess that Kurama did lie to me. I won't try to stop you from doing whatever it is that you need to do."
Koko reached behind his neck and unclasped the chain. He removed the ruby necklace and leaned upward to put it around Kyoki's slender throat.
"What are you doing?" Kyoki asked.
"It's not mine anymore, Kyoki. I promised that if I ever found you, that I would return it. I always keep my promises. And besides, think of it as a token of our friendship. I'll never leave your side, no matter what the humans try to do."
Kyoki nodded, smiling a little. "Thank you."
"Now that you have that settled," Yakumo's voice broke in through the darkness. "It's time to move on to bigger and better things."



Kurama reached for the near-empty flask of sake with a shaking hand. He was finally numb, and it felt wonderful. There hadn't been a day that dragged by that he didn't think about his little cousin. It sickened him to think that it was his fault the young kitsune had wound up in Yakumo's grasp. Kurama scowled. When he got his hands on that bastard...
Hiei watched his lover peculiarly, wondering if this was how he acted when he drank too much. The youko was lost in another world, guilty, ashamed, and worried. He had stood by as Kurama took the sake bottle all to himself and used it to drown out his thoughts.
"This's all my fault," Kurama muttered, half into the hands that obscured his face. "I can' believe I let him get kidnapped."
Hiei sighed, looking at him and touching the red cheek. "Look, Fox, it wasn't entirely your fault. I'm the one who told the kid to get lost in the first place."
Kurama looked up at Hiei, his eyes glassy and dull from the drink. He glanced back at the near-empty bottle. "I think this stuff's getting to me. You actually sound guilty for something," he murmured, a silly smile coming to his face. "You...guilty!" He laughed, a hollow sound, not like the other times Hiei had heard joy roll from his lover's throat. Very quickly, the giggles dissolved into sobs, and Kurama buried his head in his arms. Hiei sighed, not knowing what else he could do. He had honestly tried to find Koko. He had searched as far as he could with his Jagan, and he even went back to the Makai to look. There was nothing left to do but wait.
"Hey, Kurama! The door was open!" Yuusuke's voice called out. He strolled into the kitchen to find Kurama crying his eyes out, and Hiei at a loss for words and ideas to comfort his friend. He paused at the doorway. "Did I come at a bad time?"
Hiei shrugged, looking at him. "He's drunk," was all he said.
Yuusuke raised an eyebrow at the concept of the usually level-headed Kurama being drunk. "Let me guess, this has to do with a certain kit by the name of Koko?"
Hiei nodded, noticing the trembling in Kurama's sobs become slower, more controlled. The smaller demon reached out to tilt the youko's face gently towards his. He looked up at Yuusuke. "He's cried himself to sleep. I'm going to put him in bed."
Yuusuke nodded. "I think that I have something that might take his mind off the situation for awhile. That's what I came here for." He waved four tickets into the air. "I just heard about this debut concert and I thought I'd buy the tickets for it. These two seem to be a very interesting pair."



"You want me to what?!" Kyoki sputtered, incredulously.
"Oh come on," Koko replied excitedly. "I think it's a wonderful idea! It's perfect!"
"Then do this yourself! I refuse to get up there and make a fool out of myself in front of a bunch of ningen!" stated Kyoki firmly. He sat down on the edge of Koko's bed and crossed his arms.
"What? You already make a fool of yourself in front of me." Koko pretended not to notice the evil look in Kyoki's eyes. "Besides, Yakumo's right. With the spell of your voice to hold those humans, we can steal the power we need without them knowing what we're up to. And...you have a lovely voice," Koko added with a wink.
Kyoki flushed and looked away. "Oh, I do not!" He sighed and looked out of the window, considering the plan their master had come up with. A pair of ningen, a singer and a dancer, would become idols in their "home country," then decide that their fame isn't enough, they had to go elsewhere and share their talents. That was where Koko and Kyoki came in. They were the lures to bring the fish home. And they made a beautiful pair, no matter how often they argued.
Koko reached for Kyoki's hair, twisting it into braids.
"Must you always do that?" Kyoki wondered, frustrated.
Koko grinned, his smile radiant. "Of course I do! It makes you look so...so...
"Stupid," Kyoki finished glumly.
"Beautiful," Koko breathed, tugging on the strands he held until he and Kyoki were nose to nose. Then, very carefully, he turned his head and pressed his lips to Kyoki's for a brief moment, letting him go soon after. The youkai blinked.
"What was that for?"
"Just to see your stunned face. But we should be getting ready soon. Yakumo is sending us down for our first concert tonight." Koko jumped up and began getting ready, half-wishing he'd told the real truth for his actions. It was true, he'd wanted to see how Kyoki would react to the kiss, but there was something more driving him to taste those lips. Something stronger, burning. He loved Kyoki, but didn't want to say it to the demon's face. Kuronue's son valued pride and strength so highly, Koko was afraid he would see the affection as a weakness instead of the feeling it was meant to be. Maybe someday, Kyoki would either accept him or turn him down, but it was too soon now. Koko wondered just what Kyoki was thinking, although he was content that he'd been able to actually kiss the surprised demon. Oh, well, Koko thought, a grim smile coming to his face. At least he didn't hit me.
Kyoki whacked Koko in the back of the head with one of the soft pillows from his bed. He didn't like being caught off guard. He had seen enough to know what a kiss was and what it meant, but he wasn't sure if Koko was serious. He had only been around men for the three hundred years of his life, and he'd never once been kissed. It didn't make him feel confident in his own thoughts and actions. As it was, his thoughts on his more-than-mere-partner were somewhat muddled in his mind. He'd been hoping to sort them out when he got time to think about it.
Koko turned around and whipped the shirt he was holding at Kyoki. The youkai gave a startled cry and started to attack him with the other pillow.
"Enough," came a sharp command.
Kyoki and Koko whirled around to see Yakumo standing in the room, his arms crossed, looking at him with his narrow eyes. They bowed, embarrassed that they had been caught fooling around when they should have been preparing for the mission. Kyoki shot Koko a glare. For some reason, he didn't mind that the youko often started fights like that, but he had always been keeping it a guarded secret. Koko just smiled, undaunted, probably confident that he would get his chance to play later that evening.
"It is time. We don't need such games. Are you ready for the mission?" Yakumo asked, his voice carrying a strangely charged tone to it. If Koko didn't know any better, the elder demon was probably enjoying this charade more than he was.
"Yes, Master," Kyoki replied, bowing again.
"Good."
Yakumo held up his hand, a blue glow radiating from his palm. Koko felt warm, and yet electrified at the same time. It felt like his nerves were being plugged into a socket. He gave a little shudder at the feeling that left as quickly as it had come. He blinked as he realised that he was no longer in Kyoki's room. It was smaller and consisted of two dresser tables with mirrors and lights. It was a ningen dressing room. He grinned, hearing voices outside, the rushed voices of crowds and crew passing in an excited rush.
"Hey, Kyoki, guess where...?" he cut himself off at the sight of his partner.
It had taken him completely by surprise, but Yakumo had not only transported them to the Ningenkai, he had changed their forms too. Kyoki turned to face him, and Koko's heart pounded at the sight of the drop-dead gorgeous human he stared up at. Kyoki's hair had been tied in a ponytail at the top of his head, his eyes now a steel grey. He wore a black silk shirt under a partially opened brown leather jacket. His jeans were black as well, and fit his well-built body to perfection. Koko gulped convulsively. No matter what his and Kyoki's convictions about the human race, they were the ones that made tight denim look great.
Kyoki noticed his wandering gaze and astounded eyes, then smirked. "That good huh?"
"Better," Koko murmured.
"Take a look in the mirror," Kyoki urged.
Koko turned and stared incredulously. Deep, sapphire eyes blinked back at him, and his dark brown hair was in one long braid that trailed down his back. He wore a slightly lighter silk shirt over his white skin and the same tight, black jeans. He caught sight of Kyoki watching him in the reflection of the glass. He frowned as he noticed something.
"I'm short," he grumbled. "And cute. Not just any kind of cute, teddy bear cute!"
Kyoki looked confused. "Isn't that a good thing."
"Oh, hush you! At least you're a respectable height."
Kyoki laughed softly. "You look very beautiful. Stop worrying. Those humans will be falling all over you."
Just the humans? Koko wondered, somewhat disappointed. He heard a knock at the door, signalling that they were ready to be seen.
"Are you ready?" Koko asked, the excitement building inside him.
Kyoki reached out to take his hand, much to the youko's surprise. "Let's go."
"Kyoki, just promise me one thing before we go out on stage."
"What's that?" Kyoki asked, raising an eyebrow.
"That you won't dance. I've seen your failed attempts and I really don't want to be laughed right off the stage on our opening night."
Kyoki looked deeply offended. "I...I suppose that if I'm that bad, I'll just sing," he said quietly.
Koko blinked, not really realising that he'd stepped all over Kyoki's feelings unintentionally. He gave Kyoki's hand a reassuring squeeze. "I'm sorry. I didn't mean that."
Kyoki looked at him, a grim, meaningless smile coming to his face. "Yes, you did. I can't dance."
Koko leaned up to Kyoki and brushed his cheek softly with his lips. "But you're beautiful in so many other ways. I know that you'll be perfect, no matter what. And I know best." With that he kissed the warm cheek, and then the surprised mouth, covering it gently with his own. Kyoki drew in an unsteady breath, but didn't pull away. Koko would have been more than happy to continue his seemingly innocent explorations, but the knock came again. He sighed, pulling back. He gave Kyoki's hand another squeeze, then winked as they left the room.



Yuusuke half-led, half-dragged Kurama into the concert/dining hall. While the kitsune had been decently sobered, he definitely was not in a good mood. There was a lagging in his pace that made Yuusuke have to take his arm and lead him to their table. Not only did Kurama not want to go, Hiei had flatly refused to come along, so he was alone. Yuusuke had given the extra ticket to Yukina, and she went as Kuwabara's date. When they got to their table, the brunette placed his hands on his hips and looked at Kurama resentfully.
"Come on, Kurama. This was supposed to make you feel better and you're being a very depressing weight. Cheer up. Things'll get better."
Kuwabara nodded in agreement as he seated Yukina. Kurama just looked toward the window. Yuusuke sighed, desperate and stepped up to Kurama.
"Look, if Hiei is part of the problem, forget about it." He pulled out a chair and pushed Kurama into it. "I'll be your date."
Kurama was so shocked at the concept, that he didn't have a chance to avoid the laughter that bubbled up in his throat. Yuusuke grinned, foolishly. "I'm glad you care, Kurama. Now, keep that attitude. I didn't pay this money for nothing, and I expect at least a goodnight kiss for this."
Kuwabara looked suddenly green at the thought, and he looked at Yuusuke as though contemplating whether his friend was serious. Yukina giggled, and Yuusuke winked at Kuwabara, slinging an arm around Kurama's shoulders. "Jealous?"
Kurama laughed again as Kuwabara's face changed from green to red. "N...no! Don't be ridiculous...I...well, it's just...by the way, Yuusuke, what group is this?"
The four of them laughed heartily at Kuwabara's expense and Yuusuke unfolded the program he had set to the side.
"They call themselves the Fallen Angels. There are two of them, if you don't cound the instrumental and tech crew." He leaned forward, holding the paper out for them all to see. "Says that the brunette with the blue eyes is named Michael Andrews and that one..." he pointed to the other picture, "...is Justin Koren."
"Interesting," Kurama said, studying the pictures. "They're very handsome young men. It's no wonder they drew such a crowd in the states. It's like you can see their attractiveness as a magnet. Were I not already involved with someone I truly adore, I would have to consider Justin as someone to fantasise about."
He looked up to find the others staring at him quizzically. He threw his hands into the air. "What?! Hey, I can look, you know."
Kuwabara snickered and slapped him on the back. "Hey, it's a good thing the little runt isn't here to hear you say that."
Kurama leaned back in his chair, a knowing smirk on his face. "Oh, don't worry. I have plenty of ways to reassure him that his looks and talents are appreciated." He winked as his words put everyone into an awkward silence.
Just as he finished speaking, the lights in the house started to darken. Kurama sighed and sat back in his chair, ready for the show. Yuusuke had been right, it was helping to take his mind off of things, even if it was only temporary.



The Fallen Angels were announced soon after, and the performance was under way. Koko had never felt anything so exhilarating in all of his life. The crowds shouted to them, threw roses onto the stage, and screamed terms of endearment to them as they worked. For Koko, the concept of dancing for an audience was always a thought he would entertain on days when he was bored. He loved to dance, but never really had the chance to experiment with his talents until then. And Kyoki... Koko found it hard to concentrate on his own movements as he listened to his partner sing. It was hard to believe that such a gruff, commanding, often guarded voice could create such beautiful and enchanting songs. Koko found himself in a trance, moving because he had to, wishing he was on the ground, watching Kyoki himself. With each new song, he would dance closer to the youkai, making the crowd sigh in enjoyment, and Koko's adrenaline-filled blood race in his veins. Yakumo had managed to plan things perfectly. All of the "ningen" that ran the instruments were decoys and enchanted to follow Kyoki's lead. Whatever he sang, it was matched by the appropriate accompaniment. The kitsune had heard Kyoki sing before, his own dark, mysterious songs that always seemed to put Koko in a trance.
In addition to the performance itself, Koko concentrated on the mission at hand. Weak, but useful ki poured in from the completely captive audience. Kyoki was doing a fine job distracting the humans, leaving him to clean them of helpful energy. He stared out into the audience, feeling the unmistakable ki of his cousin somewhere in the audience. He sought out the location of the youki and found Kurama sitting with Yuusuke, Kuwabara, and Yukina. The youko was obviously enjoying the show, especially Kyoki and his sweet songs, but there was something else. He was harbouring fear, a constant worry for something that was obviously missing. Koko smirked. He knew what it was. He hoped that he was making his cousin suffer for lying to him, but he didn't dwell on the thought as he put his mind back to the dance and that sweet voice that joined him.
On a particularly sensual song, Koko played up his role and danced extremely close to Kyoki. For a brief second, he heard Kyoki's voice shake a little before the youkai had a chance to regain his composure. Deciding that the demon would do nothing rash in front of a crowd, he let his hands play across the strong muscles underneath Kyoki's silk shirt, evoking excited murmurs from the crowd. Kyoki smiled at him, though surprised and somewhat unnerved by what Koko was doing to him. He winked and reached up to undo the tie that held back the long brown hair. The lights dimmed as the song reached a soft, slow bridge. Koko's hair fell in gracious waves over his muscular shoulders in wild abandon, and the youko saw the hidden look of startled appreciation in Kyoki's silver-grey eyes. He briefly turned his attention back to Kurama, and was surprised to see the elder kitsune on the edge of his seat, staring directly at Koko. It bothered him; Kurama had been so intent on Kyoki the entire evening that he hadn't expected the sudden shift in interest. The green eyes burned into him and he met them for only a moment. Kurama looked shocked and unbelieving before the contact was broken.
The rest of the show went as perfect as the beginning, and the Fallen Angels received a standing ovation. Koko's hair stuck to his sweat-soaked face and he longed to tie it back again. He looked at Kyoki, who obviously wasn't used to getting this much attention. He noticed how uncomfortable it made his friend, so he took the youkai's hand and swept them into a final bow before pulling him offstage and out the back doors.



Kurama had been entranced from the very beginning. Not only did Justin have a wonderful body, he had an equally beautiful voice. As one who appreciated singing anyway, it was a pleasure to be serenaded, even if not privately, by such a handsome and talented man. His partner wasn't bad either. The dancer, Michael, was so graciously unhurried in his movements, that it only enhanced the mood of the performance. It was obvious that you really couldn't have one and not the other. They perfected each other, much the way Kurama and Hiei did. Kurama smiled, perhaps it wouldn't be such a bad night after all. He wished his fire demon had chosen to come along. After an evening of such stimulated music and dance, he longed to touch his lover, to play the part that the singer and his dancer praised in song.
There was one thing that had made his heart stop. A slow song, where Michael had his hands on Justin. It was beautiful, and just perfectly innocent when the dark-haired man released the long braid on his partner's back. It had fallen so thick and lovely around that pale face that Kurama found himself admiring it. It looked just the way Koko's did when he let his hair down at the end of the day. Though there was a remarkable difference in years between them, Kurama found himself inching to get a closer look at the boy. Under the dim lights, the blue eyes he'd seen earlier shone an eerie violet. Kurama searched them out, begging for them to meet his own. And they did. The youko had sucked in his breath, feeling as though he were being drawn in, like his cousin's eyes did sometimes. He felt a sickening, guilty lurch as the gaze on stage tore itself away to continue the dance. Kurama sat back, feeling the tears starting again.



"Okay, Kyoki, give me back the hair tie and no one gets hurt," Koko growled playfully.
Kyoki smiled at him, producing the tie in one hand and unbuttoning his shirt with the other. The cool evening breeze felt wonderful after those stifling lights, and he wanted to enjoy the feeling. Koko's eyes went from each hand, considering them both with equal attention. He smiled with grim amusement.
"Come on, Kyoki, this is annoying. Give it back."
The youkai lifted it and dangled it in the air. He stuck his tongue out. "You want it, come and get it." With that, he took off running through the parking lot.
Koko scowled and ran after his friend, screaming obscenities he really wouldn't have known if it weren't for his Uncle Hiei.
Kyoki laughed at Koko's frustration and continued racing through the lot. His concentration was so fixed on eluding the youko, he didn't even notice the group he was barrelling for until he crashed into one of the people in it. Koko, too late to stop himself, slammed into Kyoki's back and the other two went falling to the ground as Koko struggled to stay on his feet. The unfortunate pair rolled a couple of times before coming to rest with Kyoki laying on top of a red-haired boy. They blinked, stunned, at each other for a long time. Kyoki's blood ran suddenly cold. The dreams...his father's death...this was Kurama! He was filled with the impulse to crush the prone human-fox while he had the opportunity, but he had a cover to maintain. His time would come. He quickly masked his hatred with a smile he had practised.
"Hello," Kurama said, sheepishly, a smile coming to his face as well. It was obvious he had seen the show, and his delight at seeing Kyoki was evident.
He groaned inwardly and lifted himself off of Kurama's body. "Hi," he replied, rising to his feet. He extended a hand to help Kurama to his feet.
Koko stood watching, a look of horror crossed with strange humour in his eyes. The other three, Kuwabara, Yukina, and Yuusuke were asking if they were all right.
"I'm okay, guys," Kurama said, dusting off his blazer.
"I'm sorry about that, but I'm afraid I didn't see you coming," Kyoki apologised, biting his tongue to keep from saying what was really on his mind.
"How could you? You were running too fast," Kuwabara said, jeeringly.
Koko's face screwed into a scowl that was uncharacteristic for the fox, no matter what form he was in. Fortunately, Kuwabara missed it. When he brought his gaze back to Kurama, he found the boy staring at his chest. He looked down, then realised that the open buttons left his necklace in plain sight. He cleared his throat and abruptly turned away.
"I think we should be going," Kyoki announced, grabbing Koko's arm and hauling him away from the group. "Sorry about that."
They quickly left the stunned Kurama, and his very confused friends.



In the blink of an eye, they were returned to Kyoki's room. Yakumo wasn't with them, but the welcoming aura they received told them that they had been somewhat successful, save the little incident in the parking lot. Koko looked down to find himself back in his white tunic and pants, his skin it's light brown again.
"I just love this travelling service, don't you?" he asked of Kyoki.
"It beats walking," the demon agreed.
"Why did you drag me off, anyway?"
"Kurama saw the necklace."
"He what?!"
"It's no big deal. He wouldn't recognise me. I only dress like my father in this form. But don't worry, he'll meet Kuronue's son soon enough."
"Yeah, yeah. Can I have my hair tie back now?" the youko persisted.
"Maybe. On one condition."
Koko groaned, wondering what his crazy friend was thinking. "What would that be?"
Kyoki smiled, not quite knowing what came over him as he sat down on the bed and indicated the space on the floor. "You let me braid your hair for you."
"I didn't think you could braid," Koko said dubiously.
"I've watched you enough times. Will you let me?"
"Okay, just as long as you promise you won't strangle me with all that hair."
"I promise."
Koko walked over to where Kyoki was sitting and knelt down in front of him, swinging all of his hair back so that his friend could reach it. Kyoki set to work, unsure, but determined to get it right as he weaved his deft fingers through the silk-soft hair.
"Oh, by the way, you sang very well. I nearly stopped dancing just to listen to you."
Kyoki smiled forcing back the blush that threatened to taint his cheeks. "Um...thanks. You were quite marvellous yourself. If you weren't dancing to my tune, I would have stopped to watch you. You seem as though you were born to be on stage."
Koko snorted. "Most eyes were on you, however. Alas I am forced to stay in the background while my beauteous partner gets all the glory," he continued, overdramatically.
"I don't see why. I'm not much to look at. You, on the other hand...well, let's just say that you had my attention. Especially that one song." Kyoki fell silent, wondering why he'd brought up that particular time. It had made him feel quite nervous when Koko touched him, yet it was comforting and very enjoyable.
"Why thank you," he said curtly, batting his long, dark eyelashes. "I know you liked it. But was that all?"
"No. Everything was beautiful," Kyoki admitted honestly, meaning more in the praise than he actually intended. He reprimanded himself for being so foolish. What was he looking for? The youko would have millions pouring over to get a piece of him. What chance did he have?
Koko turned around to look Kyoki straight in the eye. Perfectly serious, he replied. "Thank you. It really does mean a lot to me."
Kyoki blushed under the gaze and turned away. "I'm almost done with your hair," he said briskly, trying to cover his feelings, as he had so many times in his the youko's presence. He was used to having to hide his thoughts behind the stony mask of a god's warrior. "I'm not promising perfection."
"You've already achieved it," Koko whispered, smiling broadly at his suddenly, very surprised friend.
The blush that Kyoki had been trying to hold back, rushed forward as his self-control collapsed. He stared down at Koko, his hands clutching the soft strands of his hair. He couldn't say a word.
Koko blinked, noticing the tension that had built up within Kyoki. "You okay?" he asked.
"Y...yes...I'm fine. Just a little...surprised is all." Very slowly, he started braiding again, giving himself something to concentrate on instead of that heavy amethyst gaze. There was a span of thick silence that followed as Kyoki finished the very long braid and finally tied the cord around the bottom. He then leaned back on his hands to admire his work. It was a little loose in places, but not bad for his first time. Koko turned on his knees to face him.
"Thanks!" he said happily. He grinned up at Kyoki as though he was a little kid whose mother had just gotten him ice cream.
"What are you smiling at?" Kyoki asked, nervously, turning his face into a studious frown.
"You," was the simple reply.
"Why?"
"Well, you just braided my hair for me. I'm allowed to smile at you, aren't I?"
"I suppose. Just don't take too long."
"What? Just smiling at you? What are you afraid I'm going to do?" Koko wondered, confused.
It was Kyoki's turn to smile. "With you, hard telling."
Koko seemed to consider his answer. "Kyoki, what would you do if I were to kiss you?"
"The same thing I do every time. I'm used to it by now." Kyoki stretched, laying out on his bed, shifting to comfort his body even though his mind was a nervous wreck.
"Oh, good. I was afraid you would hit me," Koko said softly.
He climbed up next to Kyoki and leaned over to kiss him. Kyoki braced himself as a wave of fear washed over him. Koko's kisses had ever been playful, fleeting, but this one... He shivered as Koko pressed close against him, his tongue moving ever-so-gently across his lips. A moment later, Koko pulled back, a soft, nervous smile on his face. Kyoki blinked in amazement and realisation. He's as scared as I am!
"Koko..." Kyoki whispered, sitting up.
"Well...we don't have to if...if you don't want to..." he started, moving to get off the bed.
Kyoki reached out to gently turn Koko's face towards him. He swallowed hard, this had to be the truth. Every bit of his being screamed it to him. He looked up at Koko, blinking innocently. "I...I want to."
Koko smiled, relief washing over his delicate features. He tilted his head to rest on Kyoki's hand, looking at him with adoration. He then turned his face to press his lips to the demon's palm, his tongue darting out to gently touch skin. Kyoki shivered, drawing back slightly. He caressed Koko's smiling lips, his flushed face, and graceful throat. He had often wondered what it would have been like to touch Koko, to be as free with his hands as the youko had been earlier that evening. Koko let him, gazing into the tender scarlet eyes with curiosity as to how ready his new-found lover was for something he had been dreaming of for a long time. The searching hand traced his collarbones, dipping into the ridge to continue downward. Kyoki swallowed as he intentionally let his fingers slip to the side and brush one of the youko's nipples under his tunic. Koko sighed, his head tipping back slightly as Kyoki lifted his other hand to assist the first in untying the sash around the kitsune's slender waist.
Koko grinned and took hold of Kyoki's wrists to stop him. Kyoki looked up, alarmed that he might have assumed too much. Koko shook his head, only to reassure the youkai that he had other intentions. He pushed Kyoki back down on the mattress and shifted to straddle him. Koko's palms pressed against his own midsection, his fingers splaying as Kyoki watched his every movement. Slow and taunting, he drew his hands up along his chest, reaching to tug on the sleeves of his tunic. It fell from his body, revealing the strong, rich-brown muscles in his shoulders and chest. He removed the tunic altogether, tossing it over the side of the bed. Kyoki gulped convulsively, allowing his eyes to travel Koko's body. The warm hands came back again, unlacing the ties to his shirt, Koko leaning down to grace the youkai's lips with his own. The shirt came apart under the youko's swift hands, and he moved his kiss downward. Kyoki gasped as Koko sucked gently at his throat, his hands bracing himself on the mattress. He tipped his head back to give his lover more room, running his hands up the strong arms to wind around his back. Koko grunted as Kyoki tightened his hold on him, so afraid to lose his precious fox. Koko's lips trailed from his neck, sliding up the side of his jaw, his tongue darting out to caress the length his pointed ear. He shivered, his embrace becoming tighter still.
Koko laughed softly, his hot breath tickling the sensitive skin there. "I'm not going anywhere, Kyo. Please trust me."
"I'm afraid..." Kyoki hissed, his voice strained and broken. "I don't know how..."
"I'll teach you...if you'll let me."
Kyoki nodded, loosening his hold, only slightly. He didn't have confidence in his voice to say anything comprehensible. He played with the stray strands of hair that happened to escape Koko's braid. Satisfied that the chimera was assured, he continued the path of his mouth, kissing and licking his way past Kyoki's collarbones. Smiling against Kyoki's skin, he took one of his lover's nipples between his teeth, pleasuring it skilfully with his lips and tongue. Kyoki groaned, arching his back under Koko's assault on his self control, feeling a sweet pressure building between his thighs that spread to every inch of his body. Koko switched sides, filling the gap between them with soft, wet kisses. He knew very well what kind of effect he was having on his demon, and he was perfectly content to take all night to find every one of Kyoki's sensitive spots, what pleased him, and what would make him scream. He felt Kyoki try to reach his pants from his awkward position under him, and he chuckled. He shifted downward, just out of Kyoki's reach. He heard the youkai let out a growl, and lifted his head, laughing softly.
"I'm not finished with you yet, Kyoki," he said, playfully letting his fingers dance along the edge of Kyoki's pants. "You'll get your chance, love. Be patient."
Koko's fingers worked at the belt and clasp of Kyoki's pants, his smile calm and enigmatic. He pulled off the clothing with gentle anticipation, and gazed with approval once all of Kyoki was revealed.
"Beautiful," Koko whispered, leaning down to drop a kiss on the head of his lover's penis. Kyoki sucked in his breath as the simple touch made his heart throb and his body ache with inheld pleasure.
Koko aimed his kiss for Kyoki's stomach, then dipped his tongue into his navel, swirling it a little. Kyoki couldn't help himself, laughing as Koko teased him. Koko, a bit surprised at Kyoki's response, looked up into the red eyes.
"Ticklish, love?" he asked slyly.
"A well-kept secret until now," was the reply.
"A discovery I just may have to use to my advantage sometime."
Kyoki raised an eyebrow, but didn't have time to contemplate the threat. Koko stroked Kyoki's length with feather-soft fingertips, then replaced them with his tongue, driving Kyoki mad with the bombardment of sensations. He shivered, clutching the bedsheets in his fists. Bolder in his quest to give Kyoki pleasure, he delved downward, taking all of Kyoki into his mouth. Kyoki clenched his teeth as the youko worked him, sucking and licking along his length, sometimes grazing his teeth over the supersensitive skin. His back arched, his hips thrusting more of himself inside Koko's mouth, his orgasm swiftly approaching. Koko feathered his hands along the tops of Kyoki's legs, his fingers brushing his inner thighs. He then set to tormenting Kyoki further by lightly caressing his balls with ever-gentle fingers. Kyoki let out a satiated scream as all of his pleasure crashed together and left in a feeling that made him weak with fulfilled desire.
Koko pulled back after swallowing his lover's essence, and licked the last few drops of Kyoki's seed from his lips. He smiled down at a panting Kyoki, satisfied that he had been able to please him so. He gathered Kyoki into his arms and held him close, kissing and nuzzling his neck as the youkai fought for his breath. Kyoki recovered sooner than he expected, toppling Koko over so that he now straddled the kitsune.
"You don't get to have all of the fun, you know," he said, wickedly, his fangs showing in the dim light of the moon.
"I know. Show me what you've got, love," Koko replied, folding his arms behind his head.
With that simple command, Kyoki proceeded to give back all of what Koko had given him earlier, manipulating the different techniques his lover had used, and making up his own. Even with his innocent inexperience, a few teasing caresses and some well-placed kisses soon had Koko writhing beneath him, moaning softly for him to give him more. He was more than happy to rid himself of the final barrier in their joining. Koko's pants soon hit the floor, and Kyoki found himself staring appreciatively at his lover. Those hips that could move so invitingly lay before him, and he was pleased to have the dancer all for himself. Koko found his studious gaze amusing.
"Like what you see?" he asked, jokingly.
"You'll find out soon enough."
Kyoki's tongue flicked out to lightly brush the tip of Koko's penis, the taste of another man new and sweet to his lips. The youko shuddered, lifting his hips, offering more of himself for Kyoki's eager mouth. Kyoki let Koko suffer sweetly, only offering his hot tongue in teasing caresses around his velvet-iron length. The kitsune whimpered a plea for Kyoki to continue, and the youkai merely smiled. Taking pity on the adoring amethyst eyes, Kyoki reluctantly took Koko into his wet mouth and began to make the youko's cries louder, the dark brown head tossing from side to side. He was about to bring Koko to his peak when he suddenly pulled away. Koko's eyes snapped open to look at the chimera. Kyoki had sat back, looking at him with hunger in his eyes.
"Why...?" Koko began.
Kyoki reached for Koko's hand, drawing them close enough to kiss. He knew what he wanted...and the only way that he would receive it. "Make us one, Koko...in mind and body."
Koko immediately understood, and shifted them so that they both lay on their sides. His arms wound around Kyoki's chest, one hand on his stomach, the other closing around the already hard penis. He knew that the entrance wouldn't be completely painless, so he hoped to distract Kyoki so as not to hurt his love. Very gently, he pushed inside of the youkai, feeling him stiffen at the movement. Koko whispered softly to him, kissing his neck and shoulders, his hand moving over Kyoki tantalisingly. Carefully, he pushed all of himself inside of Kyoki's prone body. Giving him a moment to get used to the feeling, Koko continued to kiss any part of Kyoki's neck and shoulders that he could reach. He ran his tongue along the edge of his ear.
"Kyo?" he whispered.
"Please, Koko," Kyoki said huskily, as the pain faded to pleasure and need. "I want this more than anything."
Koko nodded and slowly began to move inside of his lover. The heat between them enveloped them like a furnace. Koko's hand gently worked Kyoki so that there would be pleasure shared between them. The world around them consisted of nothing but each other, moving together, loving together. Kyoki begged for Koko for more, and the youko readily complied, anxious to fulfil his lover's need, the need they both shared. Moments later, everything exploded into pleasure around them, Kyoki crying out Koko's name into the night. It was the sweetest sound the youko could imagine. Long after, they held each other close, content to see the sun rise together for the first time.



Kurama sat through the ride home in silence. Kuwabara and Yukina cuddled and talked softly in the backseat until Yuusuke dropped them off. After that, it was just the two of them. Kurama had too many things on his mind to form anything vocal that the Reikai Tantei would have interest in. Not only did the strange occurrence with Michael at the performance bother him, but running into Justin later on and seeing him wearing what he swore to be Kuronue's pendant didn't put his mind any more at ease. Yuusuke kept glancing at him in between stop lights and random visual checks. His heart went out to the kitsune. He had poured much of his time into raising Koko in his former and recent image, as well as caring for him like a son. It had to be heart-breaking to feel the responsibility of losing him to a powerful god like Yakumo. Kurama looked like he hadn't slept in weeks, his grades were dropping, and there wasn't anything anybody could do about it.
Yuusuke at last pulled up in front of Kurama's house. He killed the engine and looked at his friend. Kurama turned to Yuusuke and politely began to thank him for the evening. Yuusuke cut him off by taking a hold of the youko's wrist before he could open the door.
"I'm glad you enjoyed your evening, Kurama," Yuusuke said. "I know you appreciate it, but I'm not concerned with that right now."
"What do you mean?" Kurama asked uneasily, settling back in his seat to listen to Yuusuke.
"I mean that you've changed. I know that you're upset over losing Koko, but you can't let it destroy you like this. You almost lost Shiori once, and you were never this upset. I'm not trying to put a label on your affections, but why does this bother you more than anything else?"
Kurama sagged into the soft velour of the seat. He blinked up at the starry night through Yuusuke's windshield, sighing.
"I don't know what it is, Yuusuke. Yes, I was frightened when I thought Shiori was going to die. There were only two things that kept me from becoming what I am now. I had Hiei and the Mirror of Utter Dark. I thought that it would make my wish come true. Then there was the fact that if I were to let the grief consume me, and she survived, I wouldn't be able to live with letting her down after all the things she did to get me where I was. I just feel...incomplete without Koko. 'Kaasan married 'Tousan, and she's happy with him. I'm almost in college and she's concerned herself with raising Shuichi-kun. Hiei is my partner in all respects, and with Koko, it felt like a family...once you got past the constant spats between my lover and my cousin."
Yuusuke laughed softly, recalling the times he's seen Hiei and Koko fight. It usually happened every hour. He waited patiently for Kurama to finish, knowing there was more coming.
"And then...there's Kuronue."
Yuusuke blinked. "Kuronue?...Your old partner?...But what does he have to do with Koko?"
Kurama didn't look at him, continuing to stare out at the stars. "You weren't there for my battles with his double. There was a pendant that once belonged to him that was meant for his son. He died on the last mission we took in the Palace of the Makai, and I had lost the necklace. Apparently Yakumo found it and used it as something for his minions to use against me. I managed to get it back once I dispelled the illusion. I...I had been keeping it my room and often took it out to reflect on old times. Koko found me like this the day he disappeared. Through a crazy chain of events, I gave it to him."
Kurama was silent for a long time, pondering his thoughts further, wondering. Tears were coming back and the youko sniffed, tensing visibly.
"...And...?" Yuusuke prodded, brushing his knuckles across the top of Kurama's hand comfortingly.
Kurama swallowed a lump in his throat. "He was taken by Yakumo and I thought I would never see him or the necklace again. Then...tonight...I thought I saw him," Kurama paused, looking at Yuusuke critically, his eyes brimming. "Promise you won't think I'm crazy, Yuusuke. I thought I saw Koko up there instead of the dancer. His eyes, his hair. I swear to the gods that I was looking at my cousin!" Kurama wiped the spilling tears off of his face with his other hand, as Yuusuke had begun to hold the one he was earlier touching. "And then I saw...the necklace I gave him on his partner, the one I ran into in the parking lot. I can't figure out of the guilt is giving me delusions or if I'm just losing my mind, but any more of this and I'm going to break down! I can't take much more. I have to know whether my cousin is alive, or where he might be...if he's okay...You don't know what it feels like."
He broke off, turning his head away again. Yuusuke started to rub Kurama's arm gently, trying to comfort the youko.
"Maybe I don't know what it feels like, but you have to have faith Kurama. Yakumo might not have harmed Koko in any way. You can't blame yourself for the unknown. And you need to forgive yourself of the past." Yuusuke reached up to tilt Kurama's face to his, capturing the kitsune's eyes with his own. "You have to promise me that you'll let yourself live with this. You're not helping yourself or Koko by being what you are right this minute. Please try...for Koko."
Kurama blinked at his friend. Slowly, he nodded. "I...I promise."
"Good," Yuusuke said, satisfied. "Now get some sleep. You need it and I'm sure that Hiei will be there for you too. Don't let him be a pain in the ass tonight." Yuusuke winked, grinning. "I'll see you in the morning for school."
Kurama nodded, his tears drying, and opened the door. He paused for a moment before getting out. He leaned forward, planting a soft kiss on his friend's cheek. "Anata no oyasumi no kisu shite," he whispered. With a sincere smile at Yuusuke, he headed up to his house and his waiting fire demon.



The soft, warm breath on the back of his neck roused Koko from his sleep. Through the course of the peaceful night, they had managed to switch positions so that Kyoki held him close. The youkai's lips just barely brushed his skin, his breath sending pleasant shivers down the kitsune's spine. Kyoki was still sleeping, comforted and reassured, one arm under his head, the other laying on Koko's hip, the warm hand on his thigh. Koko smiled, remembering the previous night in stunning detail. It was something he could treasure for the rest of eternity, and he briefly wondered if this meant that Kyoki would accept his love.
Kyoki stirred, and Koko swished his tail in tiny motions, brushing against a rather sensitive part of Kyoki's body. He murmured a pleased sound, the hand on Koko's leg sliding across his stomach to pull the youko closer. Koko snuggled up to Kyoki's warm body, feeling the chimera's tongue blindly roam the back of his neck. The delicious feelings inside of him stirred again, and Koko wondered if his lover would mind a bit of play before the day's mission.
"Off to an early start, I see," taunted a nearby voice.
Both pairs of eyes snapped open as Yakumo appeared at the foot of the bed. The pair scrambled to free each other and nearly refused to meet their master's gaze. Kyoki's face turned a frightening shade of red, while Koko looked ahead, undaunted.
"Indeed, Master Yakumo. What do you require of us today?"
Kyoki shot him a glance, amazed that the youko wasn't fazed by being "caught in the act" by his master, and he was acting like nothing had ever happened. It was frightfully embarrassing for the youkai and yet a little confusing. Koko wasn't ashamed of being with him, was he?
Yakumo was vaguely amused by Koko's bold approach. It showed character.
"Your next mission is tomorrow night and all is prepared. I want you to steal all of the ki, no matter what. Don't kill them, the foolish humans make mountains out of molehills. I expect you to have a lot of energy by the time you return. Is that understood?"
"Yes, Lord," Koko said dutiously.
With that, Yakumo vanished, but not before he flashed them a cruel, devilish smile.
"Now," Koko said, setting his lips to Kyoki's red face. "Where were we?"



That evening, Koko sat on the roof of the Kuwabara household, watching his father's killer under cover of darkness. His eyes were narrowed, fixed on the tall man who was adjusting drinks on a small, glass table. It was good that he was alone. No witnesses. Koko stood up, his bangs catching on the evening breeze. In one precise leap, he landed behind his target with practised silence.
Kuwabara whirled, aware of the sudden, angry presence. Raging ki poured off the youko in waves. The human stepped back, regarding Koko critically with his beady blue eyes. He frowned, disbelieving.
"Koko?"
"A lucky guess, human. I was much younger the last time we met," Koko said, evenly.
Kuwabara's face went from shock to confused concern. "What did he do to you? Are you okay? I have to call Kurama," he said quickly, reaching for Koko's arm.
"Don't!..." Koko started harshly, pulling away from him, "...bother. I will handle my business with Kurama later. I have come to see you tonight."
Kuwabara's face became even more perplexed. "Me?"
Koko smiled wickedly. "Yes, Kuwabara. I have a score to settle with you." He lashed out with his fist, punching Kuwabara square in the jaw.
He stumbled back, the punch lacking forcible ki and nowhere near bone-breaking, but it was definitely enough to stir up Kuwabara's short temper.
"Hey, you rotten little furball! What's the big idea?!" Kuwabara sputtered.
Koko smirked, rubbing his knuckles. "That's only the beginning. You'll be paying your debt in full."
He jumped again, skidding to the side and elbowing Kuwabara in the stomach. He coughed for a moment, hard blue eyes becoming even more narrow.
"Look, kid, I don't know what your problem is, but I guess I'm going to have to put you in your place."
"Hn," Koko shrugged. "Go for it."
"Rei-Ken!" Kuwabara screamed, the orange ki-sword flaring to life.
Koko swept his arm back graciously. "Rei Ken," he stated, viciously calm, laughing as Kuwabara's jaw dropped in horror.
"Y...you..." he murmured.
"Is it starting to come together in your little mind?" Koko growled, swinging his sword.
Kuwabara had barely a second to think straight, parrying Koko reflexively and darting back to gain his wit. Koko rushed Kuwabara menacingly, raining blows that the human was hard-pressed to block. Kyoki had trained him well. Nearly every other swipe met its mark, and soon Kuwabara's clothing was torn, his skin charred and blood-soaked. Koko drew back, barely panting, his eyes wild and vengeful, obviously enjoying the torture.
Koko dispelled his sword, dropping to plow his leg into Kuwabara's ankles. The dazed boy fell to the ground with an audible thud, and he struggled to sit up. The kitsune towered above him wickedly.
"Ah, to kill without regret," he hissed. "Must be wonderful, ne Kuwabara? I can't wait to see what it's like."
"Little bastard!" Kuwabara spat. He got to his feet unsteadily. "I'll show you that you can't push Kuwabara Kazuma around!" He pressed his palm to a wound on his chest. Brilliant ki flared up around him, and Koko could feel every last bit of strength going into the orange glow.
The youko laughed out loud, his own energy lighting into a purple blaze around him. "It seems I was right."
The two opposing forces met between them, each struggling for control over the other. Rocks and clumps of dirt were torn from the ground, the house rocking on its very foundation. For a brief moment, the violet seemed to overtake the orange before the latter swallowed everything in its massive wake. Kuwabara sank to his knees, his energy spent, panting as the rumbling ceased. His backyard was in shambles.
"Oh, yes indeed, I was right," Koko's voice laughed through the clearing dust. "You are dumber than you look."
"Nani?!" Kuwabara's head snapped up to see a calm, unharmed Koko standing before him.
"Apparently, your memory hasn't failed you in the least," Koko continued, walking slowly toward Kuwabara.
The boy tried to get up, but only fell to the grass again, exhausted of ki and the strength to fight. He only watched his death get closer and closer...
"...but your common sense leaves much to be desired. It is so painfully obvious that I am ten times stronger than my father was! You were a moron to think that you could fuck with a nine-tailed kitsune and live!" Koko snarled, grabbing Kuwabara's collar in one hand, his ki sword appearing in the other. "It's too bad you don't have kids, Kuwabara. Then they'd know what it was like to grow up without their father. Give my regards to Majari when you reach the afterlife!" He pulled his arm back.
"Kazuma-san!" a woman's voice screamed.
Koko looked up and around to see Yukina in the back doorway, horrified. In seconds, she was at Koko's side, making it obvious that speed ran in Hiei's family. She grabbed his arm, her hands ghostly pale against his chocolate-coloured skin.
"Please!" she begged, tears dropping off her chin in blue stones. "Please don't kill him! I love him!"
Koko clenched his teeth, looking into her pleading eyes. Uncle Hiei's ruby eyes. To kill Kuwabara, he'd have to hurt Yukina. He hadn't meant to involve innocents, and he wouldn't have been able to deal with the guilt. Besides, Hiei would end up feeding him to his dragon. He sighed, releasing Kuwabara's collar. The sword disappeared from his hand and he stepped away.
"Only for you, Yukina," he said softly, turning his back on them. "You're in love with a murderer. And I'm only walking away because of you." With that, he disappeared.



Kyoki's boots echoed in the seemingly empty chamber. His large, red eyes pierced the dark, searching out his master. He found Yakumo standing in front of a window, his white hair ruffling in the wind. He seemed unaware of Kyoki's presence.
The younger youkai stepped closer, clearing his throat. "You wanted to see me, Master?" Yakumo finally turned to face him, and Kyoki found the god's expression unreadable. He had a small smile on his face, his eyes dark with plots and mystery. He stepped up to Kyoki, studying him with his eerie blue eyes.
"I should have seen it coming," Yakumo murmured, circling a now-confused Kyoki.
"I beg your pardon, Lord Yakumo," he said uneasily.
"I honestly thought you'd be ready to kill each other by now," Yakumo said thoughtfully.
"But it seems that you're getting along perfectly well." His voice was a taunting purr.
Kyoki felt his cheeks get warm, and knew he was turning red. Yakumo stopped, facing him.
"I suppose the saying is true. Opposites do attract."
"M...my Lord...I..."
Yakumo grabbed Kyoki's chin, cutting him off in mid-sentence. His cold eyes bore into the youkai's churning soul, piercing it like a dagger.
"I thought you were stronger than that, Kyoki. That youko isn't pure, he is just a tool that we need and nothing more! He still cares for the ones we aim to destroy, the ones that stand in the way of our dream! You're being led like a dog on a chain, and he'll lead you right into their hands!" Yakumo yelled.
Kyoki wrenched away from the grip. "No! That's not true!"
Colours followed the sudden explosion of pain. Kyoki hit the floor hard, rolling onto his back to look up at Yakumo. The god lowered his hand and stared down at his servant.
"How dare you call me a liar!" shouted Yakumo. "I have done nothing more than raise you to see the truth, to envision our dream for the future! The youko is only useful for gathering energy! He has no potential to kill! He let his father's murderer live and walked away!"
Kyoki's heart stilled, and he sucked in his breath. His eyes widened as he stared up at his master.
"He will return to them! If he can't kill them, he won't betray them. You'll only get hurt."
Yakumo turned his back on Kyoki. The youkai got to his feet, his fists clenched at his sides.
"They'll all die," he threatened in a menacing whisper. "So help me, I'll destroy them all! I'll show that fox how to kill!"
Kyoki then ran from the room, Yakumo's laughter following.



Kurama looked down at the ticket in his hand. It was for that evening's dinner performance of the Fallen Angels. He frowned, the cost being more than he'd expected for only one ticket. It appeared he owed Yuusuke more than just a goodnight kiss. Ultimately, he figured the price worth it if it was any help in finding his poor cousin.



Kyoki looked up from his blade when he felt Koko's ki appear in the room. He said nothing, and returned to his work. He heard Koko muttering something about women's hearts being in the wrong place. Then a strong pair of arms wrapped around his shoulders, and he jumped slightly.
"Hi, Kyoki! I'm home and Yukina's stupid," Koko stated, blandly cheerful. Kyoki only nodded, shifting in Koko's embrace to finish what he was doing, which appeared to be cleaning his sword.
Koko turned his head to look at Kyoki. "What the heck is that you're doing to your sword? It smells awful!"
Koko pulled back to sit beside Kyoki on the bed. The latter shifted uncomfortably and didn't look up.
"Cleaning it, what does it look like?"
"It's not the look, it's the smell," Koko muttered, pinching his nostrils shut.
"If you don't like it, you're free to go elsewhere," Kyoki mumbled.
Koko's gaze pierced into Kyoki. "What's the matter, Kyoki? Why are you so upset?"
"I'm not upset," the youkai replied. "I'm disappointed."
"At what?"
"You." Kyoki finished and stood up. He sheathed his sword and capped the bottle of liquid he'd been using to clean it. He didn't turn back.
"What for? Because I don't like the smell of your sword polish?" Koko wondered, grinning jokingly.
"Hn. I wish it were only that." He finally turned, staring hard at Koko. "Why did you have to be so weak?! You've ruined everything!"
"What are you talking about, Kyoki? I..."
"You know damn well what I'm talking about!" Kyoki bellowed, eyes narrowed with rage. "You let that human live, after he killed your own blood! Why?!"
Koko stood up, glaring at Kyoki. "Because innocents got involved. I would not strike down Yukina no matter what the circumstances! Hiei would end up feeding me to Kokuryuuha... I'm not ready for that!" He tried to hide his hurt at Kyoki's anger and disappointment. He never wanted to do that to the youkai.
"Don't you understand?! They're all going to die anyway! Yakumo won't let any of them stand in his way! If you're too weak to do what's right, then maybe you should go back and die with them!" Kyoki spun away from Koko, clenching his fists.
"Don't you understand?!" Koko countered, stepping closer to Kyoki. "Fighting them before I'm ready is nothing more than foolish suicide! If they're all going to die anyway, why do I have to kill them just to prove myself?!"
"It's a matter of honour," Kyoki said quietly. "That bastard murdered your father without a second thought and deserves to pay. Just like Kurama."
"And while we're on the subject, I haven't seen you lift a finger against my cousin, so what gives you the right to lecture me?!" Koko challenged indignantly.
Kyoki turned a cold, seemingly unfeeling gaze on him. "I could have done it sooner had I not been occupying myself with useless pleasures. I'll see you at the show tonight."
Kyoki vanished before Koko could utter another anguished word.



There was something different. Kurama couldn't quite put his finger on it, but there was something almost disturbing between Justin and Michael that night. Kurama could sense tension, thicker than his own blood, strung between them. They were still as breath-taking as ever, in song and dance, but they didn't have the intimacy, the closeness of the previous night. They seemed to be avoiding each other as they worked. Kurama cocked his head, yawning as he let Justin's song draw him in. He wondered if it could be a lover's quarrel. Funny, he hadn't really put two and two together before...partners in more than one sense.
Kurama often found himself harbouring the gift of sensing hurt, and that usually made him good at helping people with it. There was a resentful anger burning behind Justin's eyes. A sense of betrayal...like when he had left Hiei and Gouki with the Mirror of Utter Dark. Justin's eyes were Hiei's, so beautifully crushed, so lovingly innocent...
When Kurama blinked next, the song was done, and the audience was rising from their seats to applaud. Blinking again, Kurama stood as well, joining the thunderous clapping. He looked back to the stage, meeting Justin's eyes. He felt a brief stab of hurt, seeing something...a ruby...haunting blue eyes... He gasped, the flash leaving as fast as it had come. Michael and Justin made their retreat, and, with another yawn, Kurama saw fit to do the same.
The cool night air seemed to clear the haze in his mind, and Kurama began to ponder what he was feeling. He was still no closer to finding Koko than before...but... His thoughts turned to the dancer. The pouty frown he had worn, the wounded look in his eyes. It reminded him of Koko after being scolded by Hiei. Damn it! Kurama scowled. Why did Michael remind him of Koko so much? Koko wasn't human, and he certainly wasn't that old or mature. Unless...
"The one with the ugly, rotten soul is you! You are not my old friend Kuronue! Show me your true form!"
Could it have been Yakumo? Some strange twist of time and race? Kurama's stomach turned. Not his Koko. Not the sweet, mischievious youko that loved to tie Hiei's hair in knots. Kurama's lower lip trembled. What they had done with only his mind in a matter of days... Kurama shuddered. Yet, it would explain the similarities and how Justin ended up with a pendant like Kuronue's. Especially if they were close enough to be lovers. Kurama's knees weakened, and with nothing to grab for support, he fell to the pavement. His head swam and he buried his face in his hands.
"Are you all right?"
Kurama looked up to see a young man kneeling in front of him, grey eyes gazing at him worriedly. Kurama's heart sped up. It was Justin. He wiped tears off his cheeks and tried to smile.
"I'm okay, thank you," he replied.
"Forgive me, but collapsing suddenly in the middle of a parking lot seems hardly 'okay' to me," Justin stated.
Kurama couldn't help loving that low voice, even when it was treating him like a child. Breathing deeply, he noted that Justin smelled wonderfully of some subtle musk. He blushed.
"No, really. I'm fine," Kurama insisted, standing up.
"Just the same," Justin said as he rose, "I'd like to walk you to your car." He put his arm around Kurama's waist.
The kitsune felt a startled tingle surge up from the base of his spine.
"He said he was fine, Justin. Leave him be," a cold voice spoke up behind them.
Justin let go of Kurama to turn to the speaker. Kurama looked as well. It was Michael. To his own surprise, the youko was disappointed that Justin had let him go, but saw the angered look in the dancer's eyes. There was that same frown, and Kurama felt the nausea again.
"We're wanted elsewhere. He said he was fine. Let's go," Michael hissed.
Justin looked back at Kurama, and the redhead smiled. "Really, I'm okay. Go on."
Justin muttered a curse before smiling quickly at Kurama. He then went to Michael at a stiff pace. Kurama watched them disappear inside before heading to his car.



"What the hell were you doing?!" Kyoki practically yelled at Koko.
They stood in the kitsune's room, the youko glaring at his partner. "I think I should be asking you that question."
"I was trying to kill someone," Kyoki snapped.
Koko snorted. "Looked to me like you were trying to get him in bed. That 'hero to the rescue' bit doesn't suit you, Kyoki."
"Would you rather I left a bloody mess right there in the parking lot?!"
"It would have been less sickening than seducing him!" Koko countered.
"Don't be disgusting, Koko! I only did it to make him trust me. You saw the look in his eyes. I would have had him if you hadn't interfered." He smirked. "Or maybe you just couldn't stand to see him die."
"No!" protested Koko. "That's not it!"
"Then stay out of it next time, or I'll keep you out of things permanently."
"Is that a threat?" Koko growled, fists taut, his spine straightening.
"No, Koko, that's a promise." Kyoki turned and stomped out of the room.
Sighing heavily, Koko flopped onto his bed and sulked, hugging Kyoki's white bear close.



Kurama nearly gave two people and a dog heart attacks as he drove home. For some reason, he kept dozing off behind the wheel. Biting his lip, he forced himself to stay awake until he got home, thanking the gods it was a short enough distance. He stumbled in the door, having half a mind to lock it, and made his way to the couch. He saw Hiei come to the top of the stairs of the second floor just moments before falling asleep...
"Kurama-san? Kurama-san?" a voice like bells prodded.
Kurama groaned, reaching for something to pull over his head in attempts to block out the voice. He didn't want to wake up yet.
"Get up, Fox."
There was no mistaking that stern command. Hiei. Kurama willed his eyes to open. The light of the room made him want to cringe. He finally focused on his lover perched on the coffee table, glaring down at him. He sat up to find Yukina sitting primly in the easy chair, a worried look on her face.
"What's going on?" Kurama asked, his voice scratchy from sleep...or lack thereof.
Yukina sat forward. "I'm sorry to bother you at such a late hour, Kurama-san, but I was sure you would want to know?"
"Know what?" Kurama yawned, rubbing his tired eyes.
"It's about Koko," Hiei supplied gruffly.
"Koko?!" Kurama was immediately at attention. "What about him?"
Yukina looked from her brother to Kurama. "Well, I have good and bad news. The good news is that he's alive. The bad news is that he's working for Yakumo and he tried to kill Kazuma last night."
"He what?!"
Yukina nodded. "He looks much older than I last remember him. But somehow I knew... He would have killed Kazuma if I hadn't stopped him."
"Did he do anything to you?" Hiei questioned, looking ready to kill if he heard the wrong answer.
"No," Yukina answered calmly. "He didn't touch me. He said I was in love with a murderer and I was the only reason he was walking away."
Kurama's eyes widened, his hand flying to his mouth. "Majari," he whispered.
"What?" Hiei and Yukina said together.
"Hiei, that god that served Yakumo, the one Kuwabara defeated...that was Koko's father," Kurama explained, his face pale. "He's seeking vengeance on Kuwabara for Majari's death."
Hiei nodded in understanding.
Kurama collected himself and looked at Yukina. "Thank you. Is Kuwabara all right?"
"He was injured pretty bad, but I healed him as best I could. He's asleep now." She frowned. "But that's not all, Kurama-san. Kazuma was not his only target. I'm afraid he's coming after you too."
"But why me?" Kurama wondered, obviously confused. "I've done nothing to him."
"Yakumo," Hiei answered simply.
Kurama blinked. "Of course, Hiei! That's it! Koko said he never knew what happened to his father, and I didn't tell him. The only other being who could have revealed the truth is Yakumo. Koko probably wants to get back at me for not telling him everything."
"Just for that?" Hiei said. "Over hiding painful secrets? I don't think he would resort to violence just for protecting him." He gave a sidelong glance at Yukina. "There has to be more to it. Yakumo could have done anything...told him anything just to get that crazy fox on his side.
"He would be a powerful ally, being a nine-tail," Yukina added.
"Anything..." Kurama murmured. Then it clicked. "Then I was right."
"What is it, Kurama-san?" Yukina asked.
Kurama proceeded to tell them about all that he'd begun to suspect since the first Fallen Angels concert. He told them everything from the eerie similarities to the reappearance of Kuronue's pendant.
Hiei turned to his lover. "I don't want you going back there alone. Something's wrong with your ki, and I don't want you getting hurt."
Kurama snorted. "There's nothing wrong with my power, I'm just tired. Stress does that to humans."
Hiei shook his head firmly. "I mean it, Fox. You are powerful, but he's a stronger youko and under a god's influence. If he's provoked enough, he could kill you."



Kyoki circled Koko with enough distance between them to park a car. His gaze bore into the youko, taking delight in the fact that he was about to play a game that he knew he would win.
"You said that you were stopped by another youkai the other evening. If you had been able to sense her ki, you wouldn't have been caught off guard," Kyoki said, his voice echoing off of the cold stone walls. "I'm going to teach you how to locate ki, if not easily, than effectively." He smirked, stopping and producing a silver scythe.
"Fine. But no hitting below the belt. I don't want to live out the rest of my life as a eunuch! I already know that I'm about to get more bruises than there are hairs on your head," Koko proclaimed, slipping into a battle stance.
Kyoki smiled wickedly. "Perhaps. Now, I'm going to attack you and I want you to parry me only by sensing my ki. If you can pull my location before my attack, you win the game and I'll consider the lesson learned. However, if you fail to anticipate my move, than we will go on until you learn." He seemed to melt into the shadows. "Okay, little fox. Fight me."
Koko closed his eyes, getting a fix on Kyoki's ki. There! He's... Koko stumbled forward as a fist rammed straight into the small of his back. Koko winced, but didn't make a sound. Okay, that worked like a charm.
"I see you're beginning to understand how the game is played," Kyoki's voice taunted from somewhere nearby. The echoing chamber tossed the low sound so much, it was hard to tell where it began originally. Koko pulled his lips back into a snarl. "Come on, Kyoki, give it your best..." Koko was cut off as something large and sharp cut across his chest, tearing his shirt and just barely missing his skin. Not only was he out of sight, he was too damned fast!
"All right, that's it! That was my favourite shirt!" Koko yelled.
Kyoki laughed. He moved to attack again, sure of his mark. At the last minute, Koko whirled on his feet, graceful in his every movement. Kyoki had barely a moment to register the beautiful spin, his world exploding into nauseating rotations as Koko's balled hand slammed dead-centre into his stomach. He lost all sense of balance and most of his consciousness from the blow. Koko had a satisfied look on his face as Kyoki landed on the floor hard. Kyoki crumpled the minute he hit, looking up at Koko with surprise in his crimson eyes.
"Liked the shirt that much, huh?" he groaned, taking a sharp breath.
Koko dropped down to his knees in front of Kyoki. "I had to bring you down a few pegs. Sensing ki is an easy enough task, but when you have vengeance on your mind, it's not the first thing you think about. You should tell Yakumo that as well."
Kyoki frowned, glowering at him. "What vengeance? You didn't even play that out well," he muttered in disgust.
Koko sighed, reaching down to help Kyoki sit up. He then held tightly to the youkai's shoulders, forcing him to look into his face. "Kyoki, I'm sorry I let you down. But I don't think that I deserve to have you treat me the way you are just because I have compassion. I am not some unfeeling...thing you can use and abuse until you're ready to throw it away. Now, I'm going to ask you something, and if you can beg it of your pure and stainless honour," he said, staring hard at Kyoki, "I'd like an honest answer."
"What's that?" Kyoki asked, looking back, holding their eyes together.
"Do you hate me?"
Kyoki became still, the question surprising, not one he'd expected. He blinked, breaking the hold of their eyes until he could think of a way to answer. Of course, he didn't hate the idiotic fox. That much he'd proven in all the times he'd put up with Koko's antics and foolish romantic games. They pleased him enough, but he was nowhere near believing the truth behind them. Youko were a well-known player race. And Koko's blood ran true of it. Kyoki sighed.
"No," he finally answered. "I can't."
"Why?" Koko asked softly.
"I thought it was just one question," Kyoki countered, his reply quick and sharp, but only intended to hide his discomfort at explaining his feelings. "How can I? You make it so impossible. You make everything impossible, y'know that?! I don't know how I'm supposed to be feeling right now. Whether I should be angry at you or hurt that you might betray me like I've been told. I envy your grace, I despise your loyalty to a family that only hurts you, I dislike your constant cheerfulness...but I could never hate you."
"Now you're confusing me!" Koko cried.
Kyoki made a face as another spasm of nausea washed over him, then looked at Koko again. He felt himself leaning more into the grasp that held his shoulders, but he didn't seem to care at the moment. "I can hate your beliefs, but I can't find it in me to hate you," he explained, closing his eyes to force out the pain.
"Oh." Koko suddenly noted Kyoki's behaviour. "Hey, are you okay?"
Kyoki winced, pressing a hand to his stomach. "I've never felt you hit so hard before. It hurts..."
Koko pushed Kyoki back to lay on the floor. He shifted his position so that he was able to reach the youkai's stomach with his hands. He began massaging the taut muscles where he'd landed the punch, ashamed that he'd actually put a considerable amount of ki behind it, in hopes that it would teach Kyoki a lesson. He began pouring in some soothing energy as his hands moved about, easing the pain to non-existence. Kyoki sighed, closing his eyes to the comforting circles Koko rubbed on his stomach. For a moment, the thought of the kitsune's touch was frightening, and he wanted to pull away. But as before, he found it impossible to resist Koko, no matter how hard he tried.
Koko sighed wantingly at the unguarded, relaxed face below him. He leaned over, his hand still on Kyoki's abdomen.
"You're going to kill me for this later," he predicted. With that, he kissed Kyoki's lips, pulling a startled groan from the youkai.
When they broke apart, Kyoki grinned. "Why wait?" He reached up and pulled Koko's head back down and met that sweet mouth again. His other hand covered Koko's on his belly.
The youko seemed shocked for a moment, only half-expecting the demon to comply with his attempts at apologising romantically. He recovered quickly, setting his tongue to exploring Kyoki's soft lips with tender probing. The youkai responded in kind, their mouths meeting in a dance as passionate as Koko's own grace. Kyoki guided Koko's hand down his body and moaned promptly as the youko touched him. They were oblivious to everything but themselves, ready to take each other in the dark chamber. They hadn't even noticed their master's presence until he cleared his throat suggestively.
The demon pair broke apart quickly, both turning a fine shade of bright red.
"I expect you both to be training, not playing. I want results by the time you return tonight. Is that understood?"
"Yes, Lord Yakumo," they mumbled in embarrassment.
The Meikai god vanished. Koko took one look at Kyoki's face, then burst into laughter. He kissed the youkai on the cheek, and stood up, pulling off his torn tunic.
"I need to go and change. As much as the audience might enjoy seeing my bare chest tonight, I wouldn't want to make you jealous." With that, he winked, skipping off to his room.



Hiei watched his fox sleep, bathed in the warm sunlight. It was probably good that he didn't have the bothersome task of going to school that day. The youko was finally catching up on some much-needed sleep. He stroked Kurama's brilliant red hair, thinking about all that had happened since that day at the park. Though he would never admit it, he feared for Koko's safety. Yakumo was not a god you wanted to mess with, under any circumstances. He constantly harboured the thought of the little kitsune being tortured, forced to do things, and his spirit being killed piece by piece. In a way, he knew what Kurama was going through, but his practise at hiding his feelings and pushing back his emotions for the sake of the battle didn't let him lose any sleep over the matter.
Kurama had been a different story, however. The fragile human mind stole from its own body when it couldn't take all of the stress on its own. It wasn't hard to see his lover suffering from Koko's absence. His youko form might have been able to take the worry in stride with anything else, but Kurama's human side wouldn't have any of the easy way out. The kitsune was paying for his guilt day-by-day.
Hiei scowled. He owed Yakumo big time for making Kurama suffer like this. Kokuryuuha hadn't fed in awhile. The little youkai looked down at his bandaged arm, adopting an evil grin as he imagined it swallowing the god whole, tasting his fear, and feeding on his screams. Ah, nothing like the easily pleased sadistic mind of a fire demon. With a few more dark thoughts on the matter, he snuggled back under the covers to hold the sleeping Kurama.



Kurama felt a pang of guilt as he was guided to a seat. He had gone against Hiei's request and come back. The kitsune kept trying to think of a way to approach Michael with his suspicions. What if he were wrong? Then everything would shatter and it would be back to the beginning again. The Fallen Angels were the Reikai Tantei's only lead to his cousin. His mind made up, he decided that he would talk to the human that night, whether he was correct about his accusation or not.
At least things seemed to be better between the two men that evening. They were complementing each other as perfectly as they had the first time. When Kurama searched for any disturbance in their feelings, he found none. He thought that perhaps it would make his task a little bit less complicated. It was easier to accuse someone in a good mood than one in a bad mood. Kurama watched them with interest. No matter how many times he saw them, he was still as entranced as he had been the first time they graced the stage. The youko leaned on the table, resting his chin on his arms. My, Justin had such a wonderful, tantalising voice. Kurama closed his eyes, letting that sweet influence flood his mind. It was all he knew as he dreamed...



The youko awoke with a start as the applauding began. He lifted his head, rubbing his eyes in confusion. Shit! he thought. Did I actually just fall asleep like that? He looked to the stage as the clapping died down. Sure enough, it was empty, and Kurama couldn't even recall what the last song had been. He got up, his mind hazy from the nap, and headed for the doors. He would kill himself if he missed the chance to talk to Michael.
As soon as he was outside, the wind whipped his hair around his face. The air smelled thick with rain, and Kurama anticipated a heavy storm with his fogged senses. He scanned the parking lot for any sign of his target, thinking that, like the last two times, that would be where he'd meet the mysterious pair. He waited for at least ten minutes, feeling the effects of sleep trying to overtake him again. He couldn't understand what was making him so tired. Yawning, Kurama decided that he wasn't going to find what he was looking for and cursed. He set off, walking home, not wanting to take the same risk of driving as he had the night before.
The sounds of footsteps snapped Kurama to attention. He whirled, edgy and ready to fight if need be. The boy behind him threw up his hands in defense.
"Hey, sorry! I didn't mean to frighten you," Justin's voice said gently.
Kurama lowered his fists and blinked, confused. "No...I'm sorry...I was just...startled is all."
"I shouldn't have snuck up on you, but I figured that making a lot of noise would startle you anyway...so..." he broke off, looking sheepish.
Kurama smiled, wondering what it was about Justin that made him so captivating. Maybe it was the fact that he was definitely well-built and handsome, and he had been attracted to taller men before meeting Hiei. Then there was that voice... Kurama felt himself growing wistful and shook his head.
"Why did you want to follow me?" he asked.
Justin shrugged. "I thought I'd walk you home." He gave an embarrassed smile and became a little red. "You seem to be so interested...I mean, you've been to every one of our concerts. I've seen you watching me a lot, so...I thought I'd get to know you a little better. That is okay, isn't it? I would understand if you didn't like being walked home by a complete stranger."
Kurama shook his head. "No, of course not. You don't seem like a stranger to me." He scrutinised Justin's face with tired emerald eyes. "I feel like I've known you for years. I wouldn't mind at all."
Justin smiled, making Kurama's heart flutter. "Well, then, I will take you home. Might I have the pleasure of knowing your name?" he asked, taking the youko's arm.
Kurama gave an unguarded grin at the young man's request, not even thinking before he answered. "Kurama."
"So, Kurama," Justin purred, following as he was led away from the parking lot. "You like our performance?"
"I love your voice," Kurama answered truthfully. "In fact, I love just about everything about you."
Justin blinked, surprise evident in his flawless features. "Really?"
"Mm-hmm," Kurama answered sleepily.
It was probably fortunate that the kitsune still knew his way home. He led Justin there, sure of his route, taking the boy to the back gate instead of the front door. He paused, looking at Justin.
"Thank you," he murmured, trying to cover up a yawn with his hand.
"My pleasure," Justin replied, smiling sweetly.
Kurama turned to open up the latch and slipped into his yard. Justin followed and took his arm, holding onto it. In his dazed state, Kurama nearly lost his balance, and turned to face Justin.
"I believe you're forgetting something," Justin said smoothly.
"What's that?" Kurama whispered, feeling his heart speed up as Justin slid his arm around his back.
Justin didn't answer, only leaned down to brush Kurama's lips with his own. The youko felt his mind go blank, oblivious to everything around him. Rain drops began to kiss his warming skin, but he didn't seem to notice, leaning into Justin's arms. He closed his eyes, thinking he could stay there forever and sleep in that sanctuary. All of a sudden, something flashed in his mind. Hiei. Kurama stiffened and pulled back as a peal of thunder shook the ground and rumbled in the skies.
"I'm sorry," he said, his head low. "But I have..."
Lightning flashed, turning everything white. Kurama looked up at Justin, and sucked in his breath. Rain poured harder now, but the youko couldn't move, just continued to gaze up at the demon who now stood before him. He backed up a few stunned paces, his eyes going over the long black hair, the leather bands, the ebony ensemble that made what used to be Justin look frighteningly like...Kuronue. Kurama's stomach tightened as the hard red eyes, the only difference between the youkai and his old partner, glared at him, as if in anger.
"You have what, Kurama?" Justin taunted, stepping toward the dumbfounded kitsune. "Nothing to say to someone who has come for your life."
"Who...who are you?" Kurama asked, his voice barely above a whisper.
His clothing was soaked and sticking to his body, making him cold. His red hair was plastered to his face in the torrents that poured down on him, but still, he didn't move. A shudder ran down his spine, not cold-induced.
"I thought it would be painfully obvious. I am Kyoki, the one who will take your life the way you took my father's. I'll make you pay for everything you've done to us both."
Kurama blinked, his eyes widening. No...it couldn't be... Reflexively, he produced a rose, preparing to fight. Somehow, he knew he was in danger, but his mind was so mixed with weariness and disbelief. This couldn't be Kuronue's son, the one that his best friend had talked about until the day he died. Kurama shook his head. It was too much. Lightning struck again, ricocheting its light off of a silver charm hanging around Kyoki's neck. Gods, the pendant! Kurama backstepped, his limbs getting weaker by the minute.
...And if I ever run into Kuronue's son, I'll give it to him... Kurama lifted his gaze to Kyoki again, overjoyed at the sight of his best friend's child standing before him. Yet, he looked ready to kill, and even promised death for the fox. But why?
"I don't know what you're talking about," Kurama managed to croak. "If you're Kuronue's son...then I've done nothing to your father. Why do you want to kill me?" Laughter so dark rolled from Kyoki, followed by distant thunder. "Why? You ask me why I want your death, you damned murderer! You killed my father! And I'm going to make you pay for it with your own life!"
The youkai darted forward, a scythe in hand. Kurama ducked haphazardly, rolling in the dirt. He had half a mind to summon the RoseWhip to fend off the other flying blades. He cursed his weakness. His life was threatened by a delusional demon, and all he really wanted to do was lie down and sleep. Where was his strength? Why did he feel like he'd been sucked nearly dry of his ki? His rambling thoughts lowered his guard and a scythe tore into his arm. He screamed, falling again. Mud splashed around him, getting into his eyes, making them burn. He blinked repeatedly, hot tears mingling with the rain that hit his face in droves. His vision blurred, and he only managed to dodge Kyoki by sensing his ki, and even that didn't work too well.
Soon, there were more scythes, and less will to dodge them. Kurama crumpled to the soggy earth, unable to do anymore. He ached and he was bleeding from more than one place. He prayed for some sort of understanding before he died. He wanted, more than anything, to know why the son he had sought to find in years past, was now his sworn enemy. He cried bitter tears wishing Hiei were by his side. Kyoki towered over him, ready for the final blow.
"Kyoki, stop!"



Koko lay impatiently on the stone slab, only half paying attention to the dark incantations his master was saying. He felt a strange energy inside him, like something centring all of his ki, every bit of the energy he had gathered for Yakumo. He wasn't sure what was happening, but it did feel good to get all of that scattered ki into an ordered centre deep within him. After what seemed like eternity, the words stopped and the feeling inside him dulled into a sense he was barely aware of. Excusing himself, he slid off the table and left, in search of Kyoki's trail. He had meant to stay on his friend the minute the concert ended, but Yakumo had stopped him and took him back. Koko dismissed the strange ceremony that had followed soon after and tried desperately to pick up Kyoki's path of ki. When he didn't find his friend waiting in the parking lot, he had only one thought about where Kyoki had gone. Kurama. The kitsune's suspicions were confirmed when he found his cousin's ki mingled with that of Kyoki's, both heading back for the house.
Koko's heart pounded in his chest. Kyoki was going to make good his threats. If Koko didn't make it, his cousin was going to die. Even though he had once promised not to get in Kyoki's way, he suddenly couldn't let him murder the elder kitsune! Koko had taken off like a shot, and he mentally scolded Kyoki for acting so rashly. Koko wasn't ready for Kurama to die yet. He hadn't said goodbye.
Just before reaching his cousin's house, it had started to rain. Hard, huge drops that made his tunic cling to his body, and his tail heavy and dripping. He found it harder to see in the darkness, jumping slightly at large peals of thunder. He was already uneasy, and the storm wasn't helping. He finally got to his destination and skidded to a halt at the gate. It was open and there were two sets of muddy footprints. Damn, damn, damn! Koko had hoped that Kyoki would give up on the matter, but reprimanded himself for being so dumb. He hurried into the yard and came upon the scene that he most feared. His Kurama was laying in the sickly mud, beaten and bloody, a triumphant Kyoki standing over him. In a flash of lightning, he could see his cousin crying hard, although Kyoki seemed oblivious to it. The youkai raised a glistening scythe into the air and Koko's heart broke. "Kyoki, stop!" he screamed.
In a split second, Koko dove between Kyoki and Kurama, grabbing Kyoki's wrists in his hands. Kyoki's eyes burned hot at his appearance.
"Koko! I told you not to interfere!" he snarled, trying to pull away from the kitsune's grasp.
"You can't kill him, Kyoki! He's my cousin, and if anyone's going to kill him, it's going to be me!" Koko yelled, tears in his eyes.
"Oh, look at you!" Kyoki yelled, making the scythes vanish so that he could slip his hands free. "You couldn't kill him if he were going to take your very soul! Just stand back and let me finish this!"
Koko bared his teeth and shoved against Kyoki's chest. "No! I won't let you!"
Kyoki let out a harsh growl, drawing his hand back. "I don't think you're in any position to stop me!" With that, he swung, the back of his fist hitting Koko in the jaw. Koko didn't even have the opportunity to scream as he went flying. There was a sickening crack as his head hit the trunk of a nearby tree. The youko fell limply to the ground. Kyoki stood stock-still, frightened by what he'd done. He had struck Koko...he'd actually hit the only person who understood him. Out of senseless anger; the very thing that Koko had admonished him about. He stared down at the pair of cousins laying close together, unconscious. A thin trickle of red trailed down Koko's cheek, becoming quickly washed away by the rain. Kyoki suddenly became aware of a third ki rapidly approaching. Panicking, he picked up Koko and fled, looking for the best way back to his master.



Hiei wasn't sure what woke him up. He hadn't really heard anything that would catch his attention. But now that he was awake, he thought to look for Kurama. The youko had disappeared more than a few hours ago, without leaving word as to where he ran off to. Hiei had written it off as a trip to one of his ningen friends, especially since he had specifically told Kurama to stay away from the Fallen Angels. He had returned from the Makai to an empty room, and opted to stay on the futon as a nice surprise for Kurama when he returned home.
Hiei searched the house, finding no sign that Kurama was there or had been since he got there. As soon as he reached the patio door, however, he swiftly picked up the sense of Kurama's ki, and that of another. Hiei took off like a shot, unbolting the sliding door and darting outside. A storm had begun and Hiei frowned. He hated storms. Kurama's ki was still there, but weak and depleted; it seemed to be sending out its own distress signal. Hiei answered it immediately, taking off for the flickering trail. A third demon was joining the first two, and Hiei quickened his pace. He slipped once on the wooden deck and fell hard, cursing. He got to his feet and headed toward the back of the yard. As he approached, the two kis left, leaving the tiny one of Kurama alone.
Hiei came upon his lover, laying in the mud, soaked by both his blood and the rain. The fire demon's heart pounded painfully in his chest as he knelt down at Kurama's side. His hands flew over the youko's body, feeling for broken bones. Satisfied that moving him was safe, if not painless, Hiei removed his black coat and draped it over Kurama's shoulders. Gently, he lifted the kitsune into his strong arms and carried him to the house. He kept silently cursing himself for not watching out for Kurama. It was his fault that he'd been attacked. But who would have...? Hiei blinked as he remembered the feeling of Koko's ki. Kurama had gone back! Hiei scowled as he drew a bath, one-handed, and began to strip the youko of his torn and dirty clothing.
It made for a slow process, the mud making the fabric cling to open wounds. Removing them provoked whimpers from the pain-stricken kitsune. Though angry at his lover for disobeying him, Hiei felt guilty for the pain he was putting Kurama through. After what seemed like eternity, he had removed the shirt and jeans, and was carefully lowering him in the steamy water. Kurama groaned softly, and Hiei set to work, cleaning the wounds and rinsing the drying mud from his body. The youkai tried to keep his mind off of the gruesome inflictions that had been left and ended up focusing on Kurama's suspicions. It was obvious that the fox had been right, though he had found out quite the hard way that things weren't going to work themselves out smoothly. Hiei swore that when he had taken care of Kurama, he would settle the score with Koko and his little companion.



Koko first became aware of deep thudding in his skull. He groaned, reaching up to touch his head. Pain flared up around his skull, and he quickly moved his hand. He carefully opened his eyes to stare up at a dark ceiling. He was thankful for the dark. Had there been light, he might never have opened his eyes so painlessly. Where was he? Last he remembered, he had been out in the rain with Kyoki, protecting his Cousin Kurama. He sat up, remembering the youko, beaten and laying in the dirt, the silver scythe raised over his head. He had jumped between Kyoki and Kurama, and that was when... Koko trailed off, glancing into the shadows.
"You hit me," he murmured.
Kyoki regarded him with a relieved expression that quickly became masked by indignance. "I know. I'm sorry."
Koko looked at him skeptically. "I'm so sure."
"Look, I apologised, what more do you want?! I told you not to interfere and you did anyway! You're lucky you weren't killed!" Kyoki snapped.
"And you're lucky you weren't! Do you realise how close Hiei was?! Or were you so damned distracted by seducing my cousin?!"
"For the last time, Koko, I wasn't seducing Kurama! It was a means of getting him lured into my trap! As for Hiei, I would have had the job finished by the time he got there! We can all guess why I didn't!" He emphasised his point with a glare in Koko's direction.
"Kyoki, I've said it before and I'll say it again, he's my cousin and I'm one that will kill him." Koko smirked tauntingly. "It's a matter of honour," he mimicked.
Kyoki scowled. "He killed my father! It's my honour to carry out Kurama's death! Why can't you understand that?! For my own peace of mind, I have to be the one to do this!" He stepped closer, to the bed, eyeing the youko critically.
"Oh yeah? Then why didn't you kill him after you bashed my head into a tree?!"
Kyoki froze, his blood boiling. Wasn't the answer obvious?! "It was already too late. Hiei was there," he muttered, a lame excuse though it served the purpose.
"Hm," the youko said, crossing his arms victoriously, "I seem to remember something quite similar happening when Yukina showed up. You said it was my weakness for not killing Kuwabara. I see no difference here, if we are indeed working from your point of view."
Kyoki clenched his fists. "Are you saying that I was too weak to kill that damned fox?!"
"No, I'm saying that you're a lying bastard who cares for nothing other than his own needs. No wonder Yakumo chose you for the job; gods only know it wasn't for your power...or your dancing ability," Koko sneered.
Kyoki's blood burned, his heart pounding as red flushed into his cheeks. Hurt welled up inside him. "How dare you!" He raised his fist.
"Go ahead, Kyoki, hit me while I can't fight back," Koko said calmly. "You're no better than Kuwabara was with my father."
Kyoki halted in mid-swing, staring at the kitsune with anguish in his crimson eyes. Blinking for a few seconds, he lowered his arm and turned. Without another word, he hurried from the room, slamming the door shut behind him. Koko watched the door for a moment, before curling up into a tight ball to cry.



Kyoki stormed out into the hall, biting his lip to force back the tears. He refused to cry, not for that insensitive youko that had just hurt him in every way possible, short of hitting him. He looked at his closed fist, the hand that had hit the kitsune. He scowled, that hand uncurling to touch the pendant around his neck. If it hadn't belonged to his father, he would have ripped it off in a heartbeat, ridding himself of any tangible connections to Koko. He was so consumed by grief, he couldn't see straight. The bearer of his sorrows had shared his bed, had coaxed his most secret and intimate thoughts into carefully spoken words. Yakumo had been right, he had been weak when it came to Koko. He had fallen for that deceiving smile and that beautiful body. It was lust, nothing more.
Yet, why did it feel so wrong to be walking away? Why had it wrenched his gut every single time a hateful word was spoken? He didn't know what he was feeling for Koko. It was stronger than physical attraction, but it frightened him to think that he had been willing to commit his life to the youko once. After this, he wondered if Koko would even speak to him, much less get that close to him ever again. But what did it matter? Koko had no respect for him anymore, and Kyoki couldn't blame him. He had acted like a fool...twice. He scowled, pushing all of his thoughts away. He didn't want to think anymore, not now. The hall was silent, except for the sound of his heels against the stone floor. He expected Yakumo to show up at that moment and reprimand him as he'd done before. He deserved it. It was then that he heard the cry come from Koko's room. He was tempted to ignore it, but as the second scream came, he couldn't resist. He turned and started running.



Hiei stared up at the straight wall before him. Far be it for him to use the front door... He leapt upwards, grabbing a handhold of jutting stone from the smooth face, and hoisted himself up to the window. This was where he felt the youko's ki the strongest. Koko was in there all right, and luckily for Hiei, he was alone. He had managed to follow the pair of ki to a gate. Koenma had said that they were inpenetrable to outsiders. Hiei fixed that by blasting the wards off of them with power loaned from Kokuryuuha.
He slipped silently inside, dropping to the floor on cat's feet. A quick survey of the area told him it was sparsely furnished, dark, and vacated of all life except himself and his lover's cousin. He approached the bed, where a curled up Koko was sobbing hard. Hiei began pondering the best way to get the youko out of there without alerting any suspicions. Taking a deep breath, he reached out and touched Koko's arm.
The kitsune lashed out with his fist, a choked yell following. Hiei frowned and leapt cleanly out of the blind swing. "Damn it, Kyoki! Leave me alone!" Koko cried. He then looked up to see his uncle standing, staring at him. "Y...you're not Kyoki..." he murmured, a little surprised that Hiei had actually found him.
"That's very observant of you," Hiei grumbled. "Come on, you're coming home."
"No, Hiei, I'm not going," Koko said softly, shaking his head. His once tearful eyes glimmered harshly in the dim light.
"Don't give me that, Koko! This is the last place you need to be!" Hiei protested, grabbing the kitsune's arm. "Let's go!"
Koko let loose a snarl and yanked his arm back in an attempt to free himself of the youkai's grip. His other hand swung to hit Hiei in the face. The fire demon held fast to the young fox's arm and caught the other neatly by the wrist. He shook Koko lightly.
"Have you gone completely crazy, you stupid fox?! I'm not the one you should be fighting!" Hiei shouted, staring hard into the wild violet eyes before him.
Koko's lips pulled back into a growl that rose suddenly with his ki. Hiei felt a burning on the palm of his hand. The arm he held was becoming painfully hot. Koko began to take on a golden hue, his eyes narrowing to slits. Hiei didn't know what was going on, but he did know that whatever it was couldn't be too good for him. Taking a chance, he let go of the arm that had heated up and balled his fist. With a precise swing, he hit Koko in the jaw, scoring an instant knockout. The youko fell back, his ki dissipating. Grunting at the sudden pain in his knuckles, Hiei took one look at the kitsune and shook his head. Perhaps Kurama would know what to do with the silly creature.
Hiei had just lifted the unconscious kitsune into his arms when the door burst open. Kyoki ran into the room and skidded to a horrified halt as he saw Hiei. The two demons just stared at each other for a moment.
"What the hell do you think you're doing?" Kyoki demanded.
Hiei turned his back on the youkai, heading for the window. "Taking care of family," he replied. In a flutter of displaced air, he was gone.



Kurama's silver tail flickered back and forth as he stared into the river. His youko side wouldn't let him cry, as much as he wanted to. He had just seen Kuronue's son, although it was not in a way he intended. It hurt him, to feel Kyoki's hate towards him when he'd only shown infinite kindness to his father. What had he done wrong to make him feel that way?
"You shouldn't blame yourself, old friend."
Kurama looked up from his reflection, his ears pricking up at the sound of a missed voice. Kuronue stood behind him, a sympathetic smile on his face. It was all Kurama could do to keep from breaking into tears as he stood up. They faced each other for several moments, daring to believe that they were together. Finally, Kurama threw his arms around Kuronue's neck and pressed them in a warm hug. The youkai hadn't bothered to hold back his own tears as they embraced.
"It's been such a long time," he whispered.
"I've missed you terribly, Kuronue," said Kurama softly. Then, pulling back, he took his partner's hand and sat them both down.
"The gods saw fit that I see you tonight. You've had quite a rough time lately," Kuronue stated gently, watching the expression on Kurama's face.
The youko frowned, his delicate ears falling back on his silver hair. "Yes. I...I finally met your son..."
A sad smile touched Kuronue's lips. "He is a fine child, strong and confident. I'm only sorry I was not there to keep him from being taken by Yakumo. He is deceived, Kurama. Do not be disheartened by his immediate distrust of you. He has been led to believe you are my killer."
"I noticed," Kurama muttered dryly.
"He just doesn't see the truth yet. Even you don't know the whole story yet. But all will be revealed in time...and there's his lover to consider as well," Kuronue said hopefully, laughter in his blue eyes. "It's obvious that Koko doesn't take after your side of the family."
Kurama smiled. "Painfully obvious, in every sugar-spawned thing he does." The kitsune's face grew wistful. "I did my best, Kuronue. When Kimiyo left him to me, I raised him the way I wanted to raise your son after you died...but I couldn't find him. I looked, I swear to the gods I did..." Kurama paused, looking out over the water again.
Kuronue put his hand on the youko's cheek and brought their eyes together again. "It's not your fault. Yakumo found Kyoki very early, before you even knew where to start looking. I don't want you to blame yourself, Kurama, do you hear me?"
Kurama nodded, feeling Kuronue's hand slip down to his shoulder.
"You and Koko are the only ones who can make him see the truth. He wants nothing more than to do what he thinks is right. If you do anything for him, make him understand that this is not the way it happened. You are a beautiful soul, Kurama. I saw that, and so can he." Kuronue placed his palm over the youko's heart. "Let him know that I loved you as much as I love him."
Kurama blinked back hot tears, letting Kuronue pull him into his arms.
"I never got to tell you how much I cared, Kurama...but I was going to...as soon as the time was right. It must have hurt when Yakumo used your feelings for me to hurt you. I would never hurt you, never."
"I know," Kurama murmured into the dark, sweet-smelling tunic.
"Just don't forget me," whispered Kuronue, kissing the top of Kurama's head. "And tell Kyoki that I love him, no matter what."
"I will, Kuronue," Kurama sobbed, the dam breaking at last. "I'll never forget you as long as I live."
"Farewell, Kurama...Aishite iru."



Kurama whimpered, feeling tears run down his cheeks. He slowly opened his eyes, reluctant to leave his dearest friend behind. It was dark except for the desk lamp that shone from across the room. Every limb ached and he felt like he'd been wrapped up like a mummy. He turned his head carefully, feeling the world spin slightly on its axis at the movement. What the hell had happened to him? Oh, yeah. The concert, Justin...no...Kyoki had followed him home and attacked him. Kurama firmly believed he would have stood a chance against the youkai if he had sufficient ki. What had happened to all of his spiritual energy anyway? It felt like it had been drained, only to begin replenishing itself now. He bit his lip, remembering the malice in Kyoki's eyes, the determination to destroy him without letting the kitsune get in a word edgewise. The world had become a red haze of pain from there on out.
Kurama remembered feeling Koko's ki just seconds before his cousin arrived. It had been impossible to believe at first. The brown youko was older, lithe and graceful. He had thrown himself between him and certain death. Anything that followed had been missed as Kurama slipped into unconsciousness. The last thing he remembered was the miraculous arrival of Hiei's raging ki...
In speaking of his lover, he didn't see the fire demon on first glance, but sensed Hiei's strong presence. He blinked, turning his head again, and found the youkai sitting in the window, one foot dangling inside, the other knee drawn to his chest. He was staring out into nothing and Kurama wondered if he had heard him crying in his sleep. Kurama gently pushed himself into a sitting position, the simple action making his skin burn and his muscles ache. He got a good look at himself from there. A loose, white t-shirt covered his body...or rather the bandages that covered his body. Kurama winced as he looked at his gauzed arms and lifted the shirt to study his torso. He had literally been torn up. His stomach turned.
"Hiei..." he called softly.
The youkai snapped to attention and was by the youko's side in a second, checking him over.
Kurama took Hiei's hands, thankful to have him there. "What happened?" he asked.
Hiei settled into a crouch in front of Kurama. "Why don't you tell me." His tone was accusing and Kurama felt himself blush, knowing Hiei had every right to lecture him. "Starting with the concert."



Kurama had been completely dumbfounded when Hiei had revealed Koko's presence to him. He had been angry that Hiei hadn't waited until he could accompany him, yet he hadn't sought Hiei's company for the concert either. It made the fire demon happy to see that delighted smile come to his lover's face once more. However, they both knew that things were not as simple as they seemed. Hiei's encounter with the newly matured Koko was enough evidence in that respect. They had no way of knowing what kind of things Yakumo had done to the poor kitsune. They needed professional help. So while, Kurama limped off to make contact with Koenma and Botan, Hiei remained behind to guard Koko. He studied the older face, wondering how much he had changed from the immature kit he'd once been. Koko was definitely more handsome with his age, and most likely intriguing to many. No wonder than, even as a ningen, he had managed to attract such attention. He was a beauty.
Hiei had only just begun on his musings when a low moan left Koko's throat. The kitsune was trying very hard to open his eyes and Hiei put his guard up.
"Uhn...two headaches in a matter of hours..." Koko groaned, putting a hand to his forehead. "This just isn't my night."
Hiei hopped down from his perch on the back of the futon and headed for the bowl of water on Kurama's desk. He wrung a wet cloth of the excess liquid and walked back to press it gently to the kitsune's forehead. His eyes flickered to his katana, in easy reach should the need occur.
Koko sighed. "...feels nice..."
"Good," Hiei stated blandly.
Koko's eyes snapped open at the distinctive voice, focusing on Hiei. He snarled up at the youkai, knowing that he was the one who hit him the second time.
"What are you glaring at?" Hiei scowled. "I only hit you so I could get you out of there."
"I never said I wanted to come with you in the first place!" Koko snapped, swinging his arm back to hit Hiei.
Faster than he could even blink, Hiei had both wrists pinned above his head in one small, strong hand. "I don't think you want to do this again. Just calm down. Kurama and I are going to help you very soon."
"I've seen the result of your help!" His well-shaped legs took a shot at the fire demon, only to be rewarded with that demon sitting on him, leaning over to keep his hands in place. Koko quickly leaned up and sank his teeth into Hiei's forearm, wrenching a shocked, pain-filled yell from the youkai. In a flash, Koko had dislodged Hiei from his person and was bolting for the window.
"Oh, no you don't!" Hiei growled, leaping up in a split-second to tackle the kitsune.
They hit the floor, rolling, this time Hiei pinning Koko's arms to his side, out of reach to the fanged teeth.
"When my master hears about this," snarled Koko in a threatening tone.
"Your master? Koko, Yakumo isn't your master," Hiei muttered, glaring down at the captive youko. "What's gotten into you?"
"Oh, and I suppose you and Kurama are?"
"No, stupid fox. We are your mentors, but we don't own you, and we certainly don't make you call us your masters."
"Don't give me that shit, Hiei! You're a liar, like all the rest of them! Yakumo was the only one who showed me the truth about anything!"
Hiei clenched his teeth. He hated being called a liar. "I don't know who all 'the rest' are, but I've barely seen fit to exchange conversation with you, how could I possibly have lied to you?"
Koko glared at him, choosing not to answer.
"And," Hiei continued, smirking down at the stubborn fox, "since I'm sure Yakumo has no tangible proof of anything he's 'showed' you the truth about, I guess you could say that I'm the only one you can trust. What do you think?"
"I'll trust you when you can show me any tangible proof about anything you've ever said, Kokuryuuha excluded, of course. I've had enough headaches for the day."
Hiei's face became enigmatic, if not a little red. "I sleep with your cousin."
"And can you give me proof of that?" Koko challenged.
"You've only walked us every time since you came to stay with us!" Hiei cried, his fine-boned cheeks becoming a deeper crimson.
Koko's lips pulled up in grim amusement. "Yeah, but I had no real way of telling what you two were doing. Most often your backs were to me, and you were usually covered by something."
Hiei frowned. "It was better left to your imagination...maybe not. My point is that I have no reason to lie to you. I have no connections with your past, I've done nothing to provoke your mistrust, and you once considered me family. Now I suppose all of that has changed since you met this almighty Yakumo." His tone was mincing.
"How dare you speak of him that way?!" Koko snarled, resuming his struggling now that the game had taken a turn he didn't like.
Hiei held fast, glaring down at him. "Okay, fox, just answer me this: Did Yakumo devote his time to raising you? Did he teach you of compassion and love as Kurama had? Did he treat you with respect and not like a servant? Did he let you tie his hair into braided knots?! We were family, Koko! How could you, of all people, let one worthless man destroy that?"
Koko glared at him. "Family?! Really! That's pretty amazing considering that you two tried to push me out of the house whenever you wanted to fulfil your lustful desires. And as you said, you barely even spoke two words to me, much less treated me with respect. Admit it, Hiei, you only thought of me as an annoying kid who was interloping on your life and Kurama's attention."
"Fine!" Hiei shouted, his eyes narrowed dangerously. "You want the truth from me?! Yes, I did think of you as annoying! Yes, I was jealous that you had stolen Kurama's attention from me, but that's only because I'm a selfish, ignorant bastard. Just ask Kurama about all the times I've hurt him because of my ignorance. I deliberately made him feel worthless because it was a mirror of myself! I had Kurama, but only when you showed up did it feel like a family! I just wasn't ready to admit it, so I treated you like that same outcast. There's your honesty! Take it or leave it!" Hiei took in a long breath, turning his gaze away from Koko to calm down.
Koko stared up at him, dumbfounded. "You...you're lying..."
Hiei snorted, and it almost sounded like an inheld sob. "If that's the way you see it." He let go of Koko's wrists and stood up, facing away from the kitsune.
Koko got to his feet, his gaze never leaving the youkai's back, although Hiei had seemed to be in another world. He stepped tentatively closer to speak. "How's Kurama?"
Hiei laughed bitterly, not moving one bit to accommodate the youko's gaze. "I thought you didn't care about what happened to us. We're not family, remember?"
Koko flinched. "I never said that he was not family!"
Hiei visibly stiffened. "Just me then. I see."
"From the way you acted, I never thought you wanted to be."
"Did it ever occur to you that some people aren't as open with their feelings as you are? That some weren't given the world on a silver platter? I never once denied your title for me, and I never once denied you as my own family. I may not have made it obvious that I did care, but I never made it appear that I didn't."
Koko smirked. "So you're saying that underneath that icy facade, you do have a heart, though small and dark it may be."
Hiei only regarded him with a solemn look.
"What's the matter, fox got your tongue?" he teased.
"Fox is going to get another headache," Hiei warned tensely.
Koko sighed. "Look, Hiei, I'm really tired of fighting, so I hope you'll excuse me..." he began, heading for the door.
Hiei grabbed his arm. "I'm not through with you yet. You may have some speck of trust left in me, but I'm not so fortunate. I'm too experienced to believe that conflicts can be solved that quickly. I have to know something. You were going to kill Kurama, weren't you?"
Koko looked at him, raising an eyebrow. "Which time?" "Anytime! Did you really want to kill the man who had done everything for you?" Hiei demanded, staring hard at the youko.
Koko's eyes softened, the face becoming that of the kitsune child Hiei had once known. "Honestly, Hiei? I don't know. I know that my master and Kyoki would have liked to see me kill Kurama, but...he's still my cousin...he's still family..."
Hiei wanted to be drawn in to those innocent amethysts, but resisted their pull with difficulty. "That's not good enough. I know you were there tonight. Were you just going to stand by and watch Kyoki murder your cousin?"
"No!" Koko cried. "I tried to stop Kyoki! And I succeeded, paying the price with my first headache of the evening. Kyoki slammed my head into a tree for getting between them!"
"It's true," said a soft voice behind them.
Both heads turned to see Kurama standing in the doorway, tears in his eyes. He walked into the room to join Hiei and Koko. He reached out to brush aside the loose strands of hair that draped across the youko's cheeks and head. An ugly red bruise came into view and Koko winced as Kurama's tender fingers lightly touched it.
"You saved my life, Koko," Kurama murmured. He looked sadly at the kitsune. "I thought I'd never see you again."
Koko looked at him. "You would have, Kurama. One way or another, you would have."
Tears rolled down Kurama's cheeks as he tentatively enfolded both Koko and Hiei into his bruised arms. Koko stared up at his cousin with ill-concealed surprise.
"You really did care, didn't you?"
"He cared...we both did, " Hiei replied.
Koko slipped from their hold to plop down on the futon. "But...I thought...Yakumo said...oh great! Now I'm really confused!"



"So, tell me, Master, did you plan things this way?"
"Not to the very last detail. I had a hand in things and the rest just slipped into place."
"But I don't understand. If it was so important for you to have Koko, then why did you just let that youkai leave with him? You could have stopped him yourself, or sent guards, or something. Why did you let him go?"
"It was all part of the plan. Koko will come back to me. He has no choice. By the Netherworld law, he is bound to me because of what I've made him. I could call him back, anytime. But why hurry. You have forgotten about Kyoki. He is still an active pawn in the game, and might just do the work for me."
"Forgive me, Master, but...is this really all it is? A game?"
"Life is a game, to be played only by the souls who can handle the competition. I can manipulate the rules to suit my needs. It is a game that I am ready to win. But now the pawn must make his move...and carefully, for he doesn't know which shadow to strike at, or which conclusion to jump to. This makes the game fun to watch. Join me?"



Kyoki's fists flew like mad, his kicks fast and furious. How dare they! They stole Koko away from him! Nobody did that and lived! Another sandbag exploded on impact from his hand. The contents poured to the floor and Kyoki pictured Hiei's blood in its place. That little son of a bitch was going to pay for taking his Koko away! Kyoki paused, crouched on the floor, his arms splayed as though he were running his sword straight through someone's midsection. His Koko? Was that how he really felt? Yes. Kyoki rose to stand, closing his eyes. His ki began to flare, igniting along with the cesspool of emotions that were running rancid in his soul. Koko was indeed a pain in the ass at times, but he was the only one alive who had ever made him laugh, made him trust. No matter how many fights they had, he would never turn away from the youko.
Maybe this was my fault. If I had not have been so defensive about my true intentions for missing the opportunity to kill Kurama, we might never have had the fight. I would have been there to stop Hiei from taking him. But I'll show that damned Koorime not to mess with me!
Kyoki let out an enraged yell, ramming his ki-powered fist into the nearest wall. The stone exploded around him, crumbling into tiny pieces at his feet. The dust cleared to reveal a gate to the Makai. Close by were Koko and Hiei, he could feel it. His anger-induced power rush enhanced his senses to sharp quality. He could feel the kitsune's ki, strong, not far from where the gate opened up. Kyoki leaned down to pick his katana up off the floor. With a vengeful curse, he left to bring Koko home.



Hiei and Koko walked side-by-side on the outskirts of Dokoren, quiet and thoughtful. Kurama needed to rest, and Hiei suggested they take a bit of a trip. Koko agreed, and when Yuusuke showed up to see how Kurama was, things worked out further. The Reikai Tantei was now staying with the kitsune, just in case Kyoki were to try another attack now that Koko wasn't around to stop him.
Koko had been reluctant to talk to Hiei about his on-and-off lover, but once he got started on the intriguing youkai, he couldn't stop. His uncle had listened, and Koko realised that the fire demon had been right. He was the only one Koko trusted in right now. Kyoki had been angry at him and probably never wanted to see him again after the things he said. Yakumo was power-hungry and malicious, it was hard telling what kind of ideas he had in mind for him. That wasn't an assuring thought. Kurama...well, his thoughts were still muddled on his cousin. He may have killed Kuronue, but he still seemed to care the world for Koko. Kurama's affairs with his old partner were really none of Koko's business in the first place, except where Kyoki was concerned...which brought him back full circle...confused and, gods forbid, helpless. Hiei was the only one who hadn't tried to force his ideas upon the youko. He was just a silent observer, yet ready to be there when he was needed. It felt...nice...comforting.
"So what are you going to do now?" Hiei asked softly, after a long silence. They stopped in a grove of trees, facing each other.
Koko seemed to think about the question, sighing. "Go back to Yakumo the first chance I get, I suppose."
Hiei seemed unaffected by his answer, but still troubled to question his reason.
"He's still my master, Hiei, and I seem to remember you and Kurama teaching me loyalty among everything else," Koko responded.
This time, Hiei frowned, his eyebrows coming together as he peered up at Koko. "We taught you loyalty to a good cause. He took you against your will, screwed with your age, and made you nothing more than his servant. How can you claim loyalty to a man who has done nothing good for you?" he asked, his voice never changing with his frustration. He thought he had cleared this up the first time around.
"Damn it, Hiei! I want to stay with you, honest I do, but I still feel drawn to him!" Koko snapped, his eyes narrowing.
Hiei didn't flinch, only faced him with an icy front. "Yakumo...or someone else?"
"Not funny, Hiei. I do love Kyoki and would do anything for him, but I'm not sure what good it does me to stay here. I still don't know what to think of Kurama, and staying with him only produces doubts when I think of Kyoki. It may be true that I can't kill him, but Kyoki can. I'm hoping that by going back, I can see just where I stand, and then I'll decide where I truly belong. Just be prepared. I might not be there to save my cousin next time."
Hiei scowled. "Do you honestly think that Kurama could have killed one of the closest people to him at that time just for the sake of the prize. Is the Kurama you know really that uncaring?" he challenged.
Koko looked at him, smugly. "The Kurama that I thought I knew was not the Kurama that Kuronue knew. Youko Kurama didn't have a human mother's influence. He could have been as cold as Kyoki is now. There's no telling what he might have done then."
Hiei remained silent.
"Hit a nerve, did I?" Koko smirked. "There's a lot more to this that even you have to consider. There are so many things that could have affected everyone involved. None of us knows everything, and that's what makes it so hard to decide who's right and who's not. Nothing is that black and white." Koko reached out to trace the white thatch that marred Hiei's pitch-black hair.
Hiei let him, considering his words. Then he noticed the golden pattern running across Koko's arm. After many times of practise, he had finally removed the bandages, revealing his newfound spell. He reached up and took hold of the youko's wrist. He examined the phoenix pattern there, the gracious feathers embracing the cinnamon skin.
"What's this?" he asked.
"I've been meaning to talk to you about that. It's...it's kind of like Kokuryuuha, Uncle Hiei. I don't know how I got it, but Kyoki thinks it's because of my power. I accepted it when I needed to prove a point in battle...and it kind of stuck with me," Koko explained.
"How long ago did you acquire it?" Hiei asked.
Koko didn't respond, the arm he held becoming noticeably tense. He looked up at the kitsune to see his face drawn, panic-stricken.
"No..." he whispered.
"Koko? What's wrong?" Hiei questioned.
The fire demon had barely a chance to react as Koko yanked his arm away. He shifted and, in one swift movement, he had shoved Hiei to the ground. He was about to protest the abrupt distraction, when he heard an angered yell that didn't belong to the kitsune. It happened so fast...Hiei heard Koko scream Kyoki's name...and then...saw red. It stained Koko's white tunic, and the youkai gasped in sickened horror as he saw a sword's tip protruding from the middle of his back. He was on his feet in a second, catching Koko as he slumped from the blade's hold. Before him, a petrified Kyoki stared in shock at the youko, his hands shaking. The katana slipped from his hands.
"What have I done?" he murmured.
"Kyoki..." Koko whispered around the pain. "Your...your sword still stinks..."
Kyoki's face went frighteningly pale. Hiei glared up at him, daggers in the crimson depths. He looked torn between ripping Kyoki's head off and staying to help Koko. Not knowing what else to do, the youkai turned and ran. Hiei watched him go with an angry growl rumbling in his throat. He looked down at Koko, who writhed in his arms. He needed help, before he lost too much blood. He lifted the kitsune up and started to run, praying that Kurama would know what to do.



Yukina looked up from the brown youko on Kurama's bed. Koko tossed restlessly, his face flushed, his forehead hotter than fire. The Koorime wiped the sheen of sweat off her brow with the sleeve of her pale blue kimono. She looked at him sadly before turning to leave the room. She had done all that she could, it was in Fate's hands now.
The first person to get to her was Kurama. He'd been waiting, worried, out in the hall...almost like an expectant father. It pained her to see his frustration, his fearful expression. She couldn't bear to meet his eyes. She sensed Hiei's presence further down the hall by the stairs, and was glad for the fire demon's presence. He would have to comfort his lover.
"Well...how is he?" Kurama prodded.
"I don't know how to say this, Kurama-san. It's very complicated," she began.
"Say it," came Hiei's voice, "it's the best for all of us."
Yukina nodded, still unable to meet Kurama's sad green eyes. It broke her heart just feeling his despair already. "He's still alive...for how long, that's the tricky part. I had no problem healing the wound that the sword itself left behind. Anything that was hit, I managed to repair, and with a little bit of rest, it should heal rather quickly."
"Then he's going to be okay?" Kurama said, hope in his voice.
Hiei saw the expression on Yukina's face, knowing that what she had to say next couldn't be good. She watched as he emerged from the shadows, coming up beside Kurama to take his lover's hand.
"There's more to it than the initial infliction, Kurama-san. Koko...Koko's blood is teeming with an incurable poison. He has a very short time to live." Yukina fell silent, her head dropping farther to her chest.
"No..." Kurama whimpered, tears starting to fall. His knees gave out and he sank to the carpet. Shaking, he reached up to cover his sheet-white face, sobbing uncontrollably. Hiei squeezed his hand, looking up at Yukina.
"There isn't anything we can do for him?" he asked.
"I'm afraid not. I've done all I can, but the poison has no known cure. The best we can do is make him as comfortable as we possibly can." Yukina knelt down and kissed the top of Kurama's head. "I'm sorry, Kurama-san," she whispered.
Standing straight again, she told Hiei she was going to inform the others, and left the youkai to comfort his heartbroken fox.



"You did what?!"
"I'm sorry! I swear to you that I had no intentions of hurting him! He was just...there! Before I even had a chance to stop myself, he got between me and Hiei!"
"That should be a lesson to you about losing your temper."
"Master Yakumo, this is hardly the time to start talking like an admonishing parent!"
"I will choose how I speak in my own stronghold! The deed is done! Just get on with it. I have no time to deal with this now! The time has almost come. Leave my chambers, Kyoki. I will call you when you're needed."
"Yes, my lord."
"Master, why are you smiling? I find it hard to believe that you are amused by this."
"You and I see things differently. We know why you're upset. This is why I see no reason to spawn children. They are very impractical when you're trying to establish a new world. What's done is done, but it's not over yet. How long will it take you to realise that this is the way things are supposed to happen? Koko's death is a long way off. We'll just toy with their emotions for awhile."
"I don't understand."
"You will. In due time, everyone will understand. And then there will be no turning back anymore."



The urge to break down into tears was so overwhelming, it took all of Kyoki's self control just to make it back to his room. He had no time to cry, he had to think.
How could I have done such a thing?! I could have killed him!...What if I did? Oh gods, I can't even think about that!
Kyoki shut the door and began to pace. He was almost positive that there would be someone, if not Kurama himself, that could heal the blade's wound. However... He looked to the bottle sitting on his table. Taking care of that stuff wouldn't be easy. It had been intended for first Kurama, and then Hiei. He had never expected Koko to notice him before it was too late. There was only one cure for what he had put into Koko's blood, and it was sitting quaintly in Yakumo's chambers.
He contemplated his options. He could sneak in and steal the bottle, or he could leave Koko to die with the humans that Kyoki despised so much. Kyoki nodded his head firmly. There was no choice to it. Koko's life was more important than his own, and perhaps this would show him how much he really did care for the youko...no matter how many selfish and hurtful things he had said.
Kyoki quickly began to put a plan together. He knew that Yakumo was formulating an attack on Yuusuke soon, and would need time to gather his power. That would put him in one of the other chambers for at least an hour. It was enough time. Kyoki slipped out into the hall and headed for Yakumo's room. His heart thudded in his chest as he thought of all the things that his master could do to him if he were caught. But one thought of Koko, laying helplessly caught in fevers and fits, was enough to make him swallow his fear and continue his mission.
The door was open, and the youkai slipped silently inside. He took a moment to search for the familiar sense of his master's ki, and, finding none, he sought a way to find the cure in the dimly-lit chamber. He found the bottle sitting perfectly in a glass cabinet among others of it's kind. The bright blue hue of the poison's cure stood out among the other dull liquids. He tiptoed up to the cabinet, expecting at any minute to feel an icy hand fall on the back of his neck, even as he opened the delicate door and pulled the bottle free. He whirled around, scanning the room, his nerves frazzled enough to make him jumpier than a rabbit in a wolf's den. To his great surprise, he made it out of the room
Kyoki thanked the gods for his good fortune, clutching the bottle to his chest. He steeled himself as searched for a gate to the Ningenkai. The hardest task still lay ahead of him. Dutifully, he left the fortress, never noticing the pair of eyes watching him leave, a knowing look in their dark depths.



Kurama sat on the bed, stroking his cousin's sweat-soaked hair, brushing it away from his face. Hiei handed him another cold compress, watching Koko writhe under the covers, moaning in extreme discomfort. He shivered as though he were cold, but his skin was hot to the touch. Tears still fell down Kurama's cheeks, though he wasn't crying as hard as he had been an hour ago. He now tended to his cousin with silent dedication. He hadn't spoken to anyone since given the news that his cousin was going to die. Hiei hadn't pushed him, and the others didn't dare risk the little demon's wrath should they upset Kurama. Everything was too tense, too quiet. Kuwabara and Yukina were sitting on the futon, and Yuusuke was straddling Kurama's desk chair, his chin on his arms.
"...Uhn...K...Kurama..."
The sound of a small, weak voice startled everyone to attention. Kurama blinked, looking to see Koko open his eyes for the first time. They were a glassy, dull violet. They lacked the life that his cousin had been so used to seeing, and it made him want to break down all over again. He scooted closer, touching Koko's cheek tenderly.
"I'm here, Koko," he said, his voice cracking from strain, and hoarse.
"...It...it hurts..." the youko whimpered.
"I know," Kurama said softly, his heart breaking to pieces. "It will be better soon."
"...Promise...?"
Tears streamed down Kurama's already-wet cheeks. Hiei put a comforting hand on his lover's shoulder.
"I...I promise," Kurama swore, kissing his cousin's forehead gently.
Koko had already drifted back under, his breathing short and erratic. Kurama buried his face in his hands. "What am I doing?! The only way the pain will go away is with death!"
"That's one way," an unfamiliar voice spoke up from across the room.
Everyone turned to see Kyoki standing by the window, holding something in his fist. Kuwabara stood up.
"Hey! Isn't that the one that attacked you last night?"
"If it is, we'll take care of him for you, Kurama," Yuusuke stated, cracking his knuckles.
"Then I'm afraid you'll never save Koko," Kyoki said lowly, glaring at the two humans with hate in his eyes.
"Please, guys," he begged of his friends. He wiped the tears from his cheeks with his shirt sleeve, and stood up to face Kyoki. It hurt him to see the resentment in the beautiful red eyes, but he remained as calm as he could possibly manage.
"This doesn't change anything between us, Kurama," Kyoki said stiffly, holding out the small bottle to the fox. "My truce with you only lasts until Koko is better. For now, I'll settle with doing what's best for him, regardless of the company it involves."
Kurama took the cure with shaking hands. "Thank you," he whispered.
Kyoki snorted, then walked over to the bed. He touched Koko's warm cheek with a pale hand. "I'll see you very soon, Koko," he said softly. Without another word, he turned his back on the kitsune and his astounded cousin. Kurama's heart swelled as he turned to administer the cure to his little Koko.
From behind him came a sickening thud accompanied by a stifled cry of pain. Kurama's head snapped up just in time to see Kuwabara lower his fist and Kyoki fall to the floor.
"You moron!" Hiei shouted. "What the hell did you do that for?!"
"Didn't we want him too?"
"No!" Kurama wailed. "Now he'll never trust us!"
"Trust?" Yuusuke wondered, apparently confused. "What good is the enemy's trust?"
"He's not the enemy!" Kurama hissed. "Well...he is...but he...nevermind. Hiei, would you please put him in my mother's room. He'll be under awhile. Lock the door until I can check on him."
Hiei immediately moved to obey. Kurama regarded the guilty Kuwabara with another hostile glare before turning to save his cousin.



Kurama sat exhausted on the futon as Hiei ushered everyone downstairs. The youko had never felt so physically and emotionally drained. But now it was all behind him. He'd seen a dramatic difference in Koko's condition since giving him the contents of the bottle Kyoki had brought. He was still angry at Kuwabara for going against his wishes, but it was possible that he might be able to speak to the youkai. He wanted to so bad it hurt. Kuronue said that he had to see the truth. He desperately hoped his best friend had been right. His thoughts lulled him into a wistful state. Before he could stop himself, he had dozed off.
Hiei slipped silently into the room. He had taken care of the anxious trio downstairs and wished to check on Koko and Kurama. He found his lover asleep on the futon. Best not to wake him, he needed all the sleep he could get. He covered the peaceful youko with a blanket, then turned to check on Koko. The little kitsune was absently murmuring about three headaches and a disagreeable pattern. Hiei sighed with relief. He was going to be all right. The fire demon had tried not to let it show, but he felt guilty for Koko's injury. After all, the kitsune had been trying to save his life...and almost died doing so. Glancing around, as though expecting to be watched, he leaned over and kissed Koko's forehead tenderly. As he was pulling back, the youko let out an awakening groan, and slowly opened his eyes. Hiei didn't have a chance to make a hasty exit from his actions, he was caught by that amethyst gaze. Koko was staring incredulously at him as if he had a second head.
"What?" Hiei muttered.
"Oh, nothing," Koko said, his voice a little scratchy. He cleared his throat. "Just confused, that's all."
Hiei grabbed the glass of water off of Kurama's night table and handed it to Koko. The youko sat up to receive it, and Hiei watched as the entire glass was down in a second. "About what?" he wondered, whispering as so not to wake Kurama.
Koko seemed to catch the tone, and noticed his cousin on the futon. He smiled. "Well, if that was you who just kissed me, that would be the first time I've ever seen you make a show of affection to anyone other than Kurama. By the way, is he okay?"
"He was very worried about you," Hiei answered, looking back at the sleeping fox. "He hasn't slept much since you...left, and your near-fatal condition...let's just say that it hasn't had a good effect on him."
Koko adopted a guilty expression. "But he's going to be okay?" he asked hopefully.
Hiei nodded. "He's been through a lot. He needs some time to heal from his injuries of the previous night, and he's got a great deal of sleep to catch up on. But I'm sure he'll be fine. He's too stubborn not to be." There was a twinge of doubt in the youkai's words, but he covered for it quickly. "How are you feeling?"
"Like someone dragged me through the worst of all three realms...face-down!" Koko exclaimed. "Do I look as bad as I feel?"
Hiei smirked. "You look like you got trampled by Kokuryuuha and lived to tell about it."
"Hm. I look worse than I thought." Koko looked up at the youkai, a pleading look in his eyes. "Uncle Hiei, there's something I've been wanting to do for the past three months," he began.
Hiei sighed and sat down on the bed. "Do it and make it fast," he commanded gruffly, tilting his head slightly to give the youko full range of his hair.
Gleefully, Koko set to work. When he was done, he looked satisfied. "This little hobby is a bit of a security thing...like Koenma's pacifier, so to speak."
"Hn!" Hiei snorted.
"Am I still dreaming?" came a sleepy voice.
The two on the bed looked to see Kurama staring at them, looking as though he didn't believe his own eyes.
"No," Hiei muttered. "I was just leaving to have Yukina get these out." With that, he left the two youkos to their own company.
"Sourpuss," Koko muttered, but with an affection all his own.
Kurama continued to gaze at Koko, afraid to get up and approach his cousin. He knew that he wasn't completely trusted and didn't want to push the kitsune away before they had a chance to talk. "I'm glad you're all right." He meant it, the worry in his voice taking its sweet time to fade.
Koko looked back at him. "I'm glad you're okay too," he said sincerely, "even though you look like shit. Have you been eating?"
"Not as much as I should, but it doesn't matter," Kurama said, brushing off the question nonchalantly.
"It doesn't matter?! Do you have any idea what Hiei would do to me if anything happened to you on my account?! His little pet dragon wouldn't be starving any time soon!"
"I'm fine, really," Kurama insisted in a soft voice.
"No, you're not. You're exhausted, your emotionally drained, and from the looks of things you've been to every one of our concerts."
"What does that have to do with anything?" Kurama wondered.
"It's a long story, and I'll tell you when it matters. Right now, you need to eat and go to bed."
"I'm not concerned with me right now. Is everything...okay?"
"Well, that depends on what you mean," Koko stated, apparently confused.
"Are you still...angry with me?"
"Kurama, I was never angry with you. I was a little disappointed with you, but I was never angry."
Kurama bit back tears. "Then why did you say that you were the one that was going to kill me?"
"I couldn't give Kyoki the real reason."
"Which was?"
Koko looked at him tenderly. "I still love you Kurama; you're still my cousin. I couldn't stand to see you die. Besides, then Hiei would hunt down Kyoki and I couldn't have that either."
Kurama finally stood, making his way to Koko. Tentatively, and with shaking hands, he reached out to embrace his cousin. "I've missed you so much. You've grown up so beautifully," he murmured into the kitsune's hair.
"Wasn't natural," he muttered. "You can thank my master for that."
Kurama stiffened, pulling away. He had a sinking feeling in his stomach. "Are...are you still going back to him?"
Koko nodded. Kurama pulled back, and looked away.
"Koko, what have I done wrong? Weren't you happy here? I wanted so much for you to come home, and now that you're here, I don't think I could stand to see you leave again...willingly."
"Kurama...it's not that...I don't know what to believe anymore, and if I don't go back to find out the truth, I'll never be happy. I just want to know where I stand."
Kurama sighed. "You are, and always will be, my cousin. My home is yours and I will do anything for you. I would never lie to you or let you down. You'll always have a place here with me."
"There's evidence against you when you say you never lied to me. But I don't know whether or not to believe that it's true, and that's why I have to go back. Besides, there's someone I want to check on," Koko stated with a grim smile.
"Kyoki?"
Koko looked up at him. "Oh, that's right. You've met. So much for bringing my boyfriend to dinner. I didn't really expect you to be the main course."
"Chopped fox," Kurama said, with a bitter laugh. "Sounds like exotic cuisine to me."
Koko stuck out his tongue. "Blah! I'll stick to pickles, thank you."
Kurama laughed, a bit more light hearted this time. Koko's mistrust still bothered him, but he was content to be sitting with his cousin for the time being.
Koko finally took a look at his surroundings. "What am I doing in your bed? And I'm soaking wet. I need a bath!" he proclaimed.
Kurama raised an eyebrow. "This from the kit who used to fight me every time the word was mentioned?"
"I've matured," Koko stated proudly, holding his head up in a dignified manner.
Kurama nodded, his face becoming serious. "How much do you remember?"
"I remember pushing Hiei out the way of Kyoki's blade...and...then getting run through by a sword that still smells bad."
Kurama fidgeted. "There's a reason for that. It was covered in poison."
"What?!" Koko exclaimed. "Kyoki told me it was sword polish!"
"Well, if you were planning to run it through one of his relatives, would you say what it really was?"
"Probably," Koko answered. His eyes went starry, wistful. "I'd never lie to Kyoki."
"We thought you were going to die," Kurama said softly. "Yukina said there was no cure for it."
Koko blinked. "Then why am I still alive, no offense, but, you're no angel, and it's a little too cool in here to be the other place."
"Kyoki brought us the antidote," Kurama replied, meeting his cousin's gaze. "He gave it to me so that you could live."
"Is he still here?"
Kurama winced. "Well...he wasn't supposed to be...but he kind of just...ended up staying for a little nap."
Koko picked up on Kurama's discomfort. "What happened?"
"Kuwabara knocked him out."
"Idiot! That's it! I'm going to rip his throat out!" Koko shouted, trying to get up.
Kurama put his hands on Koko's shoulders to keep him there. "I'll just tell your Uncle Hiei to take care of it." He winked. "I want you to get some rest."
"But I want to go see Kyoki."
"No!" Kurama said sharply. "I don't want you to see him before I get a chance to assess the situation. There's no telling what kind of feelings he'll have when he comes around. I forbid you to see him until I tell you that it's all right."
"You forbid?" Koko's eyes flared up in anger.
"It's for the best. I don't want to see you get hurt. He's already struck you down out of anger for Hiei, I don't wish to take any more chances with your life. Please understand," Kurama begged.
"Can I at least have a bath before my hair crawls off my head?"
Kurama smiled, kissing Koko's forehead before getting up. "I'll draw you a nice, hot tub right now."
"Thank you! I swear, if I stay in this smelly tunic any longer, my tail is going to grow three eyes and gleep at me."
Kurama laughed then left to prepare his cousin's bath.



Koko silently turned the knob of the door to Shiori's room. He knew that Kurama and Hiei had strictly told him not to go in there, but he wasn't a kit anymore. At least, he wasn't the immature kit he used to be. He was still young, but fully believed, especially after all he'd been through, that he could handle himself. Besides, he had to see Kyo, had to know how his friend was doing. It was best to do so before the youkai awakened. Koko knew that Kyo hadn't seen him since the accident and didn't know how his companion would take to the situation at hand.
The door swung open silently and Koko entered the moonlit room. He shut it behind him and approached the bed. It took a moment for Koko's violet eyes to adjust to the silver-spliced blackness. Kyo lay on the bed, his long, dark hair starkly spread across the pale cushions his head lay on. He wore his traditional black pants and shirt. The leather straps around his arms enhanced the strain of his muscles beneath it. His skin was nearly as white as snow, shining in the moonlight, enticing Koko to just reach out and touch it. As if expecting someone to be watching, he glanced around cautiously before reaching out and toying with a few strands of that silky ebony hair. Entranced, he moved his hand to Kyoki's cool face, tracing his jaw and cheek. He closed his eyes, allowing himself to sit on the mattress, wondering at the strange twist of fate brought Kyo to him.
He was snapped from his thoughts by a firm hand clasping around his wrist. He yelped as the grip tightened, and looked down to find Kyoki awake and regarding him with fierce red eyes. Koko stood up, trying to pull his hand free, but Kyoki was strong and held onto him tightly.
"Kyoki..." Koko started, tugging gently again. "...you're hurting me..."
Kyo's hard-set face softened a bit and he released Koko's hand. Koko rubbed his wrist, a little uncomfortable that Kyo seemed so hostile toward him. He looked down at his partner, smiling nervously.
"You okay?"
"I've been better. I'll feel even more so once I get my hands on the bastard who hit me so hard."
"You'll have to stand in line. Uncle Hiei is already filling my position, and I'm sure Cousin Kurama will want to get his shots in too." Koko laughed, hoping to break the suffocating tension.
Kyo snorted and turned away from Koko's searching eyes. "How are you feeling?"
"A little bit sore, but otherwise fine. Although next time someone asks me that in regards to being run through, I expect to be in the afterlife."
There was a small silence, each demon regarding the other with an apprehensive gaze. Koko turned away, his smooth face becoming a faint pink. He blinked, returning his eyes back to Kyoki's. He smiled one of his dazzling smiles, though it was tainted with embarrassment. "Thank you," he whispered. "...For saving my life."
"I couldn't lose you," Kyo simply answered.
"I know it wasn't easy to confront my cousin, Kurama and Hiei; they don't trust you. Kuwabara had no right to do what he did.
Kyo sat up to face him, angry. "What the hell were you thinking, protecting them?! You could have died! And for what?! Lousy humans who only care for what they can get out of you and a demon who wants to keep you from your destiny!"
"I wanted to, Kyoki!. I care for Hiei like an uncle! He may not return my feelings or show them if he does, but I couldn't just let him die!" Koko replied, knowing that his answer was the least satisfying, yet most truthful one he could tell Kyoki.
"I was afraid I had lost you. You betrayed us, Koko," Kyo said softly, the hurt evident in his low voice.
Koko shook his head, frowning. "I never betrayed you. I betrayed them."
Kyoki clenched his teeth, knowing full well who they were. Just thinking about Koko's devotion to them made him cringe. "So you care for them more than me?"
Koko looked him in the eyes, frightened with the thought that he may be hurting someone he wasn't ready to lose. "Don't ask me that now. I don't know, it's different. They're family, and you're...special to me. You saved my life."
"Oh, I understand," Kyo said, barely controlling his rage. "It's all just some sense of twisted honour. I save your life and you feel you owe it to me to come sucking up once you've got what counts. I should have known I would regret caring about what happened to you." Kyoki swung his feet out and stood up. He winced at the sudden dizzy spell that accompanied the swift rise. Damn, that human! He quickly scanned for the nearest way out.
So desperate was he for a way out, he nearly missed the choked sob that came from behind him. He turned back to face Koko, seeing the youko trying to force back tears from brimming in his usually bright eyes. He scowled, unsure of what to do. He wished he hadn't said what he did, but at the same time felt the truth behind it. His thoughts of Koko were a jumbled mess, and the kitsune wasn't making it any easier to understand the new feelings he had. He watched as Koko turned away from him, his long hair flowing behind him. He brushed past Kyoki's arm and headed for the door.
"If that's the way you feel, I won't ever be around to make you care. Goodbye, Kyoki."
Kyo shook his head. This was wrong. It wasn't supposed to end that way. He grabbed Koko's arm, just above the elbow. "Koko...wait."
The kitsune paused to glance at him, not bothering to hide the fresh tears spilling down his cheeks.
"I'm sorry...I didn't mean to hurt you like that. I'm just...confused...angry. Please say you understand?"
"I can't say that...it would be a lie."
Kyoki flushed red. "Then what do you understand, Koko? Can you really leave me? Would you just turn your back so easily and walk away? After all we've been through?"
"It's not like that!" Koko said, wrenching his arm from Kyo's grasp. "I can't bear to stay and watch you grow to hate me just because you think I'm staying out of some stupid sense of gratitude. That's not who I am!"
"Then who are you?" Kyo demanded clenching his fists at his sides. "I thought you were strong enough to defeat our enemies! I thought you were loyal enough to stay by my side! I thought you'd always be there, and I've been wrong on every guess! Just what am I supposed to think?!"
Koko stared at him for a moment, stunned and obviously hurt. More tears fell as he straightened, his spine like an iron rod. "I don't know, and I guess I never will."
With that he bolted for the door, had it unlocked and opened before Kyoki could even blink. He darted into the hall and charged past an extremely shocked Kurama, who had come to see what all the yelling was. He looked back to the bedroom to see Kyo fuming and upset. He was shaking his head, and Kurama could swear he saw tears drop to the floor. A second later, Kyo shot past him as well, taking off at high speed after Koko. Kurama sighed, wondering if he should follow. Thinking over the few phrases he'd heard coming from his mother's bedroom, he decided against it. Koko really needed to handle this himself. As much as he hated to admit it, the young youko had opened Pandora's box, and now had to find the strength to lock it back up again.



Koko raced as far away from the house as he could get. Sooner than he was used to, he became winded, his breath coming in ragged gasps. He still hadn't fully recovered from his previous injuries, and taking off like a bat out of hell didn't help it much. He slowed his pace wondering if Kyoki had even bothered to follow him. He decided that it didn't matter anymore. Even if the youkai did follow, it probably wasn't out of any kind of concern for him. Koko slid his arm around his stomach, trying to control the pain that was making it hard for him to walk. He stumbled into a park, surprised that he had managed to make it that far before feeling the effects of his wounds.
He collapsed by a pond, forcing his lungs to take in deep breaths of the night air. His hair hung around his face like a veil of mourning and Koko imitated one of Hiei's knowing smirks, feeling that the look was appropriate. He glanced at his reflection in the pond, dwelling on his thoughts. Had he really betrayed Kyoki? Did his destiny really lie with Yakumo and his plans for the Ningenkai? It was true that Koko shared happy times with his cousin and the elder youko's lover. But somehow, he had been more content in the sparring field with Kyoki, even when he was getting his tail stomped on. It all seemed to fit, the dark and twisted family. And he screwed it up. His one chance to be as happy as Kurama and Hiei were had been carelessly thrown away, and why? Because he couldn't keep his mouth shut. Koko cursed himself, it was no longer worth it.
Reaching into the belt of his tunic, the saddened youko pulled out his dagger, kept with him at all times. He had never been more relieved to see it. He ran his fingertips over the neatly carved hilt that portrayed the silver kitsune playing a game of brotherly tag. Kurama had given it to him on their first visit to the Makai together. He was never without it after...and it appeared he never would be. He said a quick prayer for forgiveness and asked the gods to watch over Kurama, Hiei, and Kyoki. Taking a deep breath, he placed the tip against his chest, tilting his head back and closing his eyes. He steeled himself for the final push...
As it had before, a strong hand captured his wrist and wrenched the dagger away from his heart. Koko's eyes snapped open and he spun his head around. What he found surprised him.
"Ky...Kyoki..." he whispered, his voice trembling.
"Koko...don't...please," Kyo begged, tears in his eyes. "You can't."
"Why not? Why should you care? I've ruined everything!" Koko wailed, the despair consuming his voice.
Kyoki grabbed Koko's shoulder with his free hand, the other capturing the fist that still held the blade. "No...you didn't, Koko. It was me, don't blame yourself. I'm not used to caring."
Koko looked back at him, dumbfounded. "What are you talking about? I'm a walking disaster, I destroy everything, even when I don't want to."
Kyoki's features turned tender. "You'd even destroy yourself? I won't let you, Koko. Don't you see? I can't live without you." Kyoki brought the dagger to his own chest, holding Koko's hand firmly. "The only way that I'll let you die is if I die too!" He leaned closer, his other hand brushing away Koko's tears. "I love you."
Koko blinked his stunned purple eyes, searching Kyoki's garnet ones, looking for a reason to believe him. "Don't be stupid, Kyoki, let go of the dagger. I'm not worth anyone's life."
Kyoki's eyes narrowed. His soul brimmed with frustration and it was killing the light that he saw only when he looked at Koko. The kitsune just didn't understand that he was willing to die for him. He had been when he saved him the first time, and he still was now. His grip on Koko's hand didn't slacken, but he tore his gaze from the youko's.
"What are you so afraid of, Koko? What makes you think that you don't deserve any happiness? Why must you believe that your self worth means nothing to anyone? You should know that people care about you. Kurama and Hiei do. Damn it! I care more than anyone! I love you and all you can do is drown in your own self pity! What do you want, Koko?! Just tell me and I'll do it! I can't stand to see you like this!"
Koko regarded him with a surprised glance, before crumbling. He began to sob uncontrollably, his head low. Kyoki could feel his hand loosen on the dagger beneath his, and he carefully removed it from the kitsune's grasp. He blinked as though unsure of what to do next. Then, rather awkwardly, he slid his arms around the trembling Koko and pulled him tight against him, rubbing his cheek against the rich brown hair. Koko gripped his arms, grateful for their comfort, hoping he never had to let go. Kyoki made a slight noise at the iron-strong grasp Koko had on him, and smoothed his hands over the youko's back.
"I'm sorry, Koko," he whispered. "I promise I'll never hurt you like that again."
"I love you too," Koko said, so softly, that Kyoki had to draw himself tighter against the trembling body to hear. "I love you more than anyone else, and that scares me. Every single time you look away, every time you turn away from me in anger, I fear I've lost you. And I find myself not knowing what to do about it...and hurting more than if a thousand swords had been thrust into me. There's only so much anyone can take before they break down or go mad. I'm not sure which I've achieved yet."
Kyoki sniffed, his heart aching for the youko's pain. "I never meant to hurt you so much. I thought I was just guarding myself from falling into something that wasn't real. I was afraid that if I got too close, I'd wake up alone, finding that you had found someone else who interested you more. If I had thought for one minute that you really...oh, gods, Koko, I'm sorry. I never meant...please...forgive me."
Koko nodded against his chest, pushing himself as close to the youkai as he could get. "Just stay with me tonight, Kyoki. I don't want to be alone."
"You'll never be alone, Koko. Never." Kyo leaned down and kissed Koko's forehead gently, burying his face into the soft hair.
Koko lifted his head and stared into Kyoki's eyes before reaching up and pulling him closer. He pressed his lips against Kyo's in a desperate, hungry kiss that took the youkai completely by surprise. He closed his eyes, surrendering to Koko's urgency, the need resounding deep inside himself, though he had once believed it to be nothing more than lust. He smiled against Koko's mouth, savouring the sweetness. After a moment, Koko pulled away, flashing Kyoki one of his dazzling smiles. Kyo welcomed it, dispelling the fear that he never would have seen that cherished smile again. He leaned forward and kissed the youko soundly, sealing their bond forever. Koko gripped his arms even tighter, and Kyoki pulled back to look at the kitsune.
"I'm not going anywhere, love," he assured his lover with a smile. "Please trust me."
Koko nodded, letting Kyoki pet his soft hair, running his fingers along his neck, brushing his knuckles along the youko's cheek. He gently kissed Koko's closed eyes, his nose, the corners of his mouth. Koko drew an unsteady breath, not used to being taken, always having been the instigator in their love. Now, he would let Kyoki have him, content to receive the love he needed to survive, now that the youkai was so ready to give. Kyoki captured Koko's lips with his own once more, gracing them with tender touches. The youko opened his mouth slightly, and Kyoki's tongue pushed inside, exploring with gentle curiosity. Koko moaned into his lover's mouth, his hands reaching to remove Kyoki's shirt. In no time, it was slipped off the strong, pale shoulders and left next to them on the ground. Kyoki pushed Koko back to rest his head on the makeshift cushion, his lips still moving over Koko's.
Only after he had kissed the kitsune sufficiently silly, he pulled back to grin down at Koko. Very slowly and tauntingly, he pushed the sleeves of Koko's tunic down his dark skin. Kyoki straddled his slender hips, looking down at the captivated face. He smiled, a rare, genuine smile that made Koko's heart dance wildly in his chest. Kyoki leaned forward to kiss his neck, biting gently against the youko's flesh. Koko's head tipped back, and Kyoki immediately took advantage of the moment to kiss his way down to his collarbone, dipping his tongue into the little ridge, sucking gently at the salty moisture gathered there. He felt Koko begin to tremble slightly, his low moan reaching Kyoki's ears. A delicious tingle started from his fingertips and worked its way inward.
Kyoki pulled back to study his lover once more, reading ever-so-easily the need in the depthlessness of violet. It was his own need, to take him and join them once more. He grinned. But one could never rush these things. There was always time for a little play.
Kyoki leaned down again and kissed his way to one nipple. Its small hardness pressed against his lips, and he opened his mouth to barely bite it, scraping his teeth slowly over it. Koko took in an unsteady breath in a hiss through his teeth. Kyoki smiled to himself and began to suck at his flesh, aware of the marvellous effect he was having on him. Koko shuddered, entangling his hands into the ebony hair that fell over Kyoki's strong shoulders. After some more toying, Kyoki moved on to the other side, leaving a trail of damp kisses in his wake. Koko moaned, louder than his first, but Kyoki wasn't worried. The park was completely deserted of all life except their own blissful existence. And even if they were not alone, his dark, beautiful wings enfolded them protectively.
Kyoki's mouth moved again, travelling downward more until he reached the kitsune's navel. He nipped lightly around it, dipping his tongue inside, loving the groans and slight giggles that came from his lover. His hands worked steadily at the sash around Koko's waist, yanking it free after a moment of struggle. Lifting his head, Kyoki tugged the pants free of Koko's hips, tossing them somewhere to the side. The youkai smiled at his perfection, his aroused penis rising above the silk-soft hairs around its base. Kyoki touched him lightly, hearing him suck in his breath. He laughed softly, a strange melodic laugh that Koko could only remember witnessing rarely. It made the youko smile, as Kyoki closed his eyes.
Before Kyoki could even twitch, Koko had him rolled and pinned on his back, the kitsune now straddling him. Kyoki opened his eyes wide, looking up at him with a face of surprise. He had expected to dominate their joining and had not anticipated Koko taking matters into his own hands. The youko grinned back at him, and Kyoki wished to kiss the smile, lifting his head to do so. Koko met his lips, caressing them with his tongue. It was a feather-light touch and gentle, as most of his movements to Kyoki were. The youkai opened his mouth, anxious to meet the youko's tongue. Koko complied, deepening the kiss as he probed the roof of Kyoki's mouth, straining to reach more. Kyoki moaned involuntarily as he pressed closer. Kyoki could feel their lengths pushing against each other through his pants. The dark-haired demon shivered, and Koko pulled back. Kyoki gazed intently at him, silently pleading for the kitsune to touch him, to give his mouth free rein over the pale flesh. Koko smiled again.
"Should I give in to that glorious gaze?" he murmured teasingly.
Kyoki forgot to answer as Koko's mouth again touched him, pushing its dampness against the slender neck. His lips were hot against the night-cooled skin, and Kyoki welcomed the flashes of heat all over his body. He gasped as one of his nipples was pressed between the Koko's teeth. The youko played with the hard, sensitive flesh, his hands working at the pants that Kyoki wished weren't there. Koko skilfully granted his lover's wish, throwing them to join his own trousers. Kyoki couldn't keep himself from trembling as Koko worked his way down to his throbbing penis, aching for release. Koko took his time, giving every inch of Kyoki's flesh careful consideration with his mouth and hands. The youkai moaned impatiently, raising his hips, hoping to encourage him. Koko knew he was in desperate need to be released, and it only made him slower in his seduction.
After a few agonising moments, Kyoki felt the kitsune's hot breath exhaled over the head of his penis. The sensation was painfully intense, and he clutched handfuls of grass in his fists. Koko gently kissed the tip of Kyoki's erection, dipping his hot tongue into the slit. Kyoki's teeth came together with an audible click, a strange sound rising in his throat. He tensed under Koko's mouth, goosebumps rising. Seconds later, he was enclosed in the dark-skinned youko's incredibly hot mouth. He slowly sucked on the hardened flesh, and Kyoki squeezed his eyes shut, pleasure ricocheting off of every nerve in his body. His mind sang with the sweet eroticism of his lips and tongue, leaving no room for any other thought, any apprehension. He wanted Koko so much that it nearly hurt. He thrust his hips against the kitsune's movements pushing as much of himself into his mouth as he could.
"Koko..." he gasped.
Kyoki's vision went white as he was bombarded by a million passionate thrills, all coming at once, tearing down his control piece by piece. His breath came in ragged gasps, his hands tighter around the crushed grass. Koko waited until he was finished drinking his lover down to slide up beside Kyoki, his arm around the youkai's waist. Kyoki turned to pull him closer, burying his face in the youko's neck, fighting to catch his breath. He held Koko close, pressing his lips against the chocolate skin in a hundred thanking kisses. But he knew he wanted more. He felt a burning desire to be more than just "close" to Koko, he wanted to make love to him. Their love had been confirmed in their words, and there was no turning back from their feelings now. Koko looked at Kyoki with an admiring smile as he brushed away the damp, ebony strands from the pale skin. All at once, Kyoki couldn't wait any longer. He shifted to change their positions, and...
SPLASH!
Kyoki sputtered as he surfaced the cold water, dripping water from the tips of his nose and ears. Seconds later, Koko emerged as well, spurting a fountain of water from his pursed lips. He shook his head to rid it of excess water and turned to Kyoki with amusement in his eyes.
"You did that on purpose, didn't you?" he laughed.
Kyoki didn't seem to share his lover's good humour. "I most certainly did not."
"Oh, don't be so grumpy, Kyoki," Koko said. "It's only water." He emphasised his point by splashing the chimera with a handful.
Kyoki shook the droplets from his face and glared at Koko. He was smiling devilishly up at him, and he couldn't help but let the youko's good nature consume him. He wasn't going to let misjudged distance ruin his mood. He grabbed Koko's shoulder, the other hand going behind the damp head. Without a word, he pulled the kitsune into a fierce kiss that took the latter's breath away. Koko was surprised at the sudden movement, groaning as those hot lips crushed his own. He opened his mouth, again letting Kyoki's anxious tongue have its way. The youkai broke the kiss some few moments later, letting their starved lungs take in the night air.
Koko looked up at him incredulously, panting. He was smiling again, and Kyoki managed one just as sincere.
"May I?" Kyoki whispered, his eyes pleading.
Koko kissed him soundly, then nodded.
Kyoki's arms slid around Koko's waist, lifting him easily in the water. The youko cried out as Kyoki brought his hips down on his penis, forcing the rigid length into Koko's body. Koko clung to his neck, gasping, his legs wrapping tightly around the chimera's waist. He was shoved deeper inside, making Koko scream. Kyoki licked his lips, hearing his lover's tainted cries, and lifted them both onto the shore, laying above Koko.
"Uhn...please...Kyoki, don't stop..."
Kyoki braced his hands on either side of Koko's head, pulling out gently, then thrusting back in. Koko's head went back, a strangled moan leaving his throat. Kyoki forced himself inside again, harder, not quite realising how strong his building passion really was. Koko whimpered, his fingers curling once more in the grass. Kyoki paused, blinking as though coming out of a trance at the sound.
"Am I hurting you?" he asked breathlessly.
Koko shook his head vigorously, tightening his legs so that the chimera was pushed deep into him. Kyoki couldn't help the aroused moan that left him. He then bent to Koko's unspoken will, thrusting harder, faster, deeper. Koko's screams echoed around him, more like a sweet song than the erotic cries of passion. His hand frolicked over Koko's penis, making the youko tremble with building pressure. With a few more pushes of his hard length, he brought them both to orgasm, their joined voices reaching deep into the night. Koko gripped him hard enough to break ribs, their breathing harsh and quick. Kyoki drew himself tighter around Koko, not ready to pull out of the kitsune's body, wanting to prolong their joining.
A pair of very satisfied amethyst eyes looked up at Kyoki, a weak smile coming to Koko's face. He reached up and caressed the youkai's pale, damp cheek. Kyoki was blushing bright red. He had not expected to be able to take such control. He'd always counted on Koko for such passionate things, but the kitsune seemed very, very pleased.
"Thank you, Kyoki."
Kyoki's blush got deeper at the soft, easy voice that sang in his ears. He barely managed an embarrassed smile, blinking down at Koko through long, dark lashes.
"I love you, Koko," he said in response.
Koko leaned up and kissed his nose, playfully. "I know, and I'm sure this took a lot of courage." He grinned. "I plan to reward you for that...any way I can."
Before Kyoki could even think of an answer to that, Koko had already begun his paybacks.


End Section I

Section II: Buried Secrets


© 1998 Erikka Gallas, Gillian Passovoy and YYH respective creators. Koko ©: Gillian Passovoy. Kyoki and Kimiyo © Erikka Gallas.